Dear Sisters and Brothers in Christ ~
I usually do not like to ask for prayers for myself as I know so many have it so much worse than I do. I just don't know what else to do. I've hit rock bottom and am having a hard time seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.
I have been very ill this last year and my physician had no idea what was the cause. After many hospitalizations and being fired from two jobs due to the absences, I decided to fire my physician. He was my physician for over 10 years. It was a very difficult decision but ended up being the right one. I found a new doctor that was able to diagnose my illness with one test. Thanks be to God for that! I am feeling better but am still praying for a little more healing. I have been ill for so long that I just wish God would let me feel a bit better for a little while. I just need a break from feeling so bad.
I have a wonderful family that has been such a great support to me. They help make this unbearable situation a bit bearable. I just feel like a complete burden on them...physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. My mother has been hit the hardest. I worry about her so. I just wish I wasn't such a burden.
I am trying to find a full time job. There isn't much out there and am having a difficult time. I send out numerous resumes and don't hear anything back. I'm quite nervous that when I do get an interview that it will be for nothing. Who is going to want to hire someone who has been fired from her last two jobs due to absences? I shouldn't miss anymore days but with treatment just beginning, who knows? I just feel like a failure at life. I just don't see things getting better anytime soon. The stress is just killing me, which doesn't help my health. I just want a "normal" life. I want to be able to go to work and have fairly good health. I would say perfect health but with my condition good health is just a dream.
I am asking that you please pray for strength, peace and healing for me to get through this difficult time. I pray I see the light at the end of the tunnel soon.
God bless each and every one of you. Thank you in advance for your prayers.
God Bless,
Charity
I usually do not like to ask for prayers for myself as I know so many have it so much worse than I do. I just don't know what else to do. I've hit rock bottom and am having a hard time seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.
I have been very ill this last year and my physician had no idea what was the cause. After many hospitalizations and being fired from two jobs due to the absences, I decided to fire my physician. He was my physician for over 10 years. It was a very difficult decision but ended up being the right one. I found a new doctor that was able to diagnose my illness with one test. Thanks be to God for that! I am feeling better but am still praying for a little more healing. I have been ill for so long that I just wish God would let me feel a bit better for a little while. I just need a break from feeling so bad.
I have a wonderful family that has been such a great support to me. They help make this unbearable situation a bit bearable. I just feel like a complete burden on them...physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. My mother has been hit the hardest. I worry about her so. I just wish I wasn't such a burden.
I am trying to find a full time job. There isn't much out there and am having a difficult time. I send out numerous resumes and don't hear anything back. I'm quite nervous that when I do get an interview that it will be for nothing. Who is going to want to hire someone who has been fired from her last two jobs due to absences? I shouldn't miss anymore days but with treatment just beginning, who knows? I just feel like a failure at life. I just don't see things getting better anytime soon. The stress is just killing me, which doesn't help my health. I just want a "normal" life. I want to be able to go to work and have fairly good health. I would say perfect health but with my condition good health is just a dream.
I am asking that you please pray for strength, peace and healing for me to get through this difficult time. I pray I see the light at the end of the tunnel soon.
God bless each and every one of you. Thank you in advance for your prayers.
God Bless,
Charity
Amen and Amen!
