i have nothing to live for and just cant take it anymore
Hi there,
Sounds like your circumstances have overwhelmed you, or a situation that you hoped would turn out differently has been a disappointment?
I'm able to listen if you need to dump the load you're carrying from your weary shoulders. Please don't take your life. God values your life. Circumstances do change for the better though we cannot see that at the moment of deep depression.
Sometimes it helps to share your disappointments, your loss, your anger, your hurt and frustration with others rather than hold it in. Not everyone will understand, but God will send people to you who do and who can help you during this dark time.
I have shared these deep emotional feelings you're experiencing. They are real, but praise God, they also do go away if you just hold on. Consider this too, if your body is also experiencing over fatigue and lack of good nutrition to combat the stress level you're experiencing then you will feel even worse. Emotional stress is very draining physically and mentally and spiritually. It effects the whole person. Sometimes getting the strength you need to persevere is a matter of a little TLC:
1) a moment to clear your head of the negative that is beating you up right now
2) Get something healthy and light to eat...or if you're starved eat well, but try to eat healthier choices if possible. ie: avoid caffine so you can sleep later.
3) Take a hot shower to relax the body and then get some rest.
Take things a day at a time...and talk about it so we can be here for you.
Praying for you. Hang in there, don't give in to the ideas of the enemy of your soul. You're life is much to precious.
~Workman
Rest assured rainbows do come after the "rain" and sorrows come for a "season" so seasons will change. Dark moods go away and give way to lighter ones.
To give into the enemy of your soul and take your life would be a huge mistake, God has hope for the broken hearted, so do not give up. Be patient and wait on the Lord when things get discouraging.
Please share even in a private message what you are going through and let us better know how to encourage you or pray for you.
With concern, care and respect...
Workman