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[Laurilee]

Please help me. I have always been afraid of food. Not long ago the fear was so great and I did not eat at all. I got while I could eat in the end but it was real hard. Now my doctor has told me off about my weight and yesterday he was horrible. I am not that overweight but yes I am a bit overweight but not that overweight but I see myself as gross and I hate myself and the way I look. I always have because of childhood abuse. My mohter hated me and wanted rid of me and she starved me. She tried to kill me as well when i was very young. I hate myself and want to be invisible. I was coping until the doctor said what he said and he did nto say it nicely and did not understand me at all.

I want to be invisible and the only way to be invisible is to die. That is how I feel. I went to the doctofs with arthritis in my feet and knees and I keep falling. But he blamed myf ood. I told him i did not eat much and it is true and i often leave half of my dinner. I tol dhim I could not exercise because of the arthritis and he cut in as I was speaking and said that it is nothing to do with exercise and taht I have to eat less food. Well I don't eat much food. I dont know why i am overweight. I am not deceiving myself either. My husband tried to tell him but he would not listen to him either.

I dont know what to do and i need help

 

[Criada]

I'm so sorry, sweetie. It sounds as though you need to change doctor!
Can yo talk to someone about the way you feel? A counselor or therapist might be able to help you find some strategies for coping with the feelings

Remember, sweetie, God created you for purpose, you are unique and beautiful, and very, very much loved. Try to hold on to that

Praying for you

 

[Krissy Cakes]

I'm so sorry, sweetie. It sounds as though you need to change doctor!
Can yo talk to someone about the way you feel? A counselor or therapist might be able to help you find some strategies for coping with the feelings

Remember, sweetie, God created you for purpose, you are unique and beautiful, and very, very much loved. Try to hold on to that

Praying for you

I am standing in agreement to what you have said.
Bless you for you do here Sarah. Love ya!

 

[Krissy Cakes]

Please help me. I have always been afraid of food. Not long ago the fear was so great and I did not eat at all. I got while I could eat in the end but it was real hard. Now my doctor has told me off about my weight and yesterday he was horrible. I am not that overweight but yes I am a bit overweight but not that overweight but I see myself as gross and I hate myself and the way I look. I always have because of childhood abuse. My mohter hated me and wanted rid of me and she starved me. She tried to kill me as well when i was very young. I hate myself and want to be invisible. I was coping until the doctor said what he said and he did nto say it nicely and did not understand me at all.

I want to be invisible and the only way to be invisible is to die. That is how I feel. I went to the doctofs with arthritis in my feet and knees and I keep falling. But he blamed myf ood. I told him i did not eat much and it is true and i often leave half of my dinner. I tol dhim I could not exercise because of the arthritis and he cut in as I was speaking and said that it is nothing to do with exercise and taht I have to eat less food. Well I don't eat much food. I dont know why i am overweight. I am not deceiving myself either. My husband tried to tell him but he would not listen to him either.

I dont know what to do and i need help

Please know I am pray for you We are here for you whenever you need us.