To me, Jesus
is deeply personal. And yet, He is an enigma.
When I was in my teens, I would talk to Him continuously as I walked through the woods around my home. But I also had grave disappointments that He never spoke back, at least not as audibly as I spoke to Him. This caused me, in one sense, to wonder just how
personal He really was. After all, the Bible is replete with stories of encounters where God spoke to people in the OT and of Christ talking with people in the NT. Even the apostle Paul had these "revelations" where God spoke to him. All these
personal encounters seemed so glorious to my humdrum life where I was continually trying to get God to talk to me just like He did with others in Bible days. I would have even settled for a brick upside my head.
Yet, as I look back over my life, He has been there. He has spoken. But it hasn't often been in the big, loud "thus saith the Lord" events. It's been more in the still whispers, even in the silences. It been more of an abiding presence than a two-way conversation that could be dictated.
And I'm coming to see that, in being the Savior of the world and the Savior of all people, it is
persons that God cares about, all persons. Some aspects of what we call salvation, I think God accomplished and accomplishes in an all encompassing manner (such as redemption, the forgiveness of sins, etc.). God and mankind. But other aspects of salvation seem to be accomplished, or at least exerienced, on a very personal level. God and me.
Some Christians seem to see themselves as holy Lone-Rangers. What God did and what God does is confined to them alone or to others who are just like them. I'm starting to see the bigger picture. God does save me
personally. But He doesn't do so for the sole end of saving
just me. He does so so that I can be a blessing to others.
God chose Abraham
personally. But He did so so that He might bless
all nations through him and his seed. God raised Christ from the dead
personally. But, in doing so, the Bible assures us that Jesus is the first-fruits, the first of many more to come.
I think we become introverted and stunted in our growth when we view our
personal salvation as an exclusive club that God has put us into, instead of seeing it as a means of bringing salvation
to others.
Just my 2c.
bloved