Jesus is a real person, a real being.
Rom 8 says this
9 However, you are not in the flesh but
in the Spirit, if indeed the Spirit of God dwells in you. But if anyone does not have the Spirit of Christ, he does not belong to Him. 10 If Christ is in you, though the body is dead because of sin, yet the spirit is alive because of righteousness. 11 But
if the Spirit of Him who raised Jesus from the dead dwells in you, He who raised Christ Jesus from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies through His Spirit who dwells in you.
12 So then, brothers
and sisters, we are under obligation, not to the flesh, to live according to the flesh— 13 for if you are living in accord with the flesh, you are going to die; but if
by the Spirit you are putting to death the deeds of the body, you will live. 14 For all who are being led by the Spirit of God, these are sons
and daughters of God. 15 For you have not received a spirit of slavery leading to fear again, but you have received a spirit of adoption as sons
and daughters by which we cry out, “Abba! Father!” 16
The Spirit Himself testifies with our spirit that we are children of God, 17 and if children, heirs also, heirs of God and fellow heirs with Christ, if indeed we suffer with
Him so that we may also be glorified with
Him.
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Christianity is based on a miracle that happens in you -- the New Birth.
And then the miracle of the Holy Spirit (also called the Spirit of Christ) dwelling in you .
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Leading into all truth" John 16.
Step 1. Get access to a Bible. (there are free ones online at Biblegateway.com)
Step 2. Read the Gospel accounts (start with Matthew)
You are already in contact with Christians that can walk you through this - so that was a great move on your part.
The Holy Spirit is already prompting you to look into this topic - so you have made contact.
Almost everyone on the planet has heard of scary movies and spirits etc. All that is based on the false stories that Satan wants humans to think about.
But that does not negate the real story - of real beings, sinless, holy , very powerful and who are servants of the most High God that are working in your favor all the time.
Hebrews 1 says this -
7 And regarding the angels He says,
“He makes His angels winds,
And His ministers a flame of fire.”
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14 Are they not all
ministering spirits, sent out to provide service for the sake of those who will inherit salvation?
They are here with us now - their mission is to help us.
Read through this book for your devotions - it will change your life. Spend time focused on the life of Christ.
Desire of Ages: Commentary on the Life of Christ