Hello, first a little story on myself.
I'm born and raised in Arkansas. Both my parents are Christian along with a majority of the people in this town. I considered myself a Christian until about three years ago. As I had grown older, I started asking myself more questions about Christianity, morality, ethics, and God. Eventually I left Christianity and started looking for a religion I can understand and accept. I've studied hundreds, from Jainism to Wicca. All of which have proven to be a waste of time and effort. My family and friends have been pressuring me to switch back, so I figured why not give Jesus another shot. I need some things answered before I'm willing to accept Christ. I've talked with many, many, many people about these topics and none so far have provided any sense able responses.
The cruelty of Hell
This is what first threw me off the path of Christ and is my most important question. Why would God send ANYONE to hell? Of all the moral teaching God has bestowed on us, does this not strike anyone else as infinitely cruel and evil?
People tell me 'Well the sinners need to be punished' and alike phrases. That I can understand, if we need to be punished...But for eternity? People do not seem to grasp the scope of the word 'eternity'. Does any man, woman, or child deserve that? Even a person as evil as Hitler? To be tortured forever?
People tell me in church 'God loves you', people tell me at home 'God loves you', people tell me at work 'God loves you', people tell me on the street 'God loves you'. Well if my punishment for making a mistake on earth is eternal torture than I would have to call them liars.
What makes Christianity more true than any other religion? Where is Proof of the Christian God?
Why not Islam or Hindu? How can you possibly prove that Christianity is the truth and all other religions are false? Offer the Bible as the truth? It was written by man and I don't trust people I don't know. Why not the Qur'an or the Book of Mormon? What makes it less true? Hell, I could write a book and tell people God told me to write it down. What would happen if I did that? People would call me a nutter.
The common answer I hear is 'faith'. Which is just a slap in the face to me. It's not enough I believe in God, but I have to believe in him when every ounce of my logic, reason, morality, and heart tell me not to. I could have faith in the cookie monster, why can't he be God? At least you can SEE him. God offers us no proof he exists. People mistake coincidence and misunderstanding as proof of God. This is not definite enough for me.
Do not take me for some fool who expects all the answers and gives no faith or attempted understanding. I have tried to get in touch with God on my own. I've been studying the bible, praying, and trying to understand. I honestly want to believe. Believe that when I die a greater life awaits me...that all life will be sunshine and roses. I was even so desperate as to pray for a dream to let God tell me what needed to be said. But not even that, not even a dream. Not a sign, not anything.
I'm destined to go to Hell
If God truly dose know everything, then he knows where I'm going and chooses not to stop me. Quite unkind, to create me for the purpose of torturing me forever.
God knew, before he created me: What choices I would make in life, what I would think about him, what I would have for breakfast on 4/05/12, and weather or not I was going to Heaven or Hell. Why would a loving God do this? Why would he CURSE me with life if he knew my road would end in a fiery pit?
Really that is all I can think of at this moment, I'll be sure to post more questions if I remember any more. Thank you.
I'm born and raised in Arkansas. Both my parents are Christian along with a majority of the people in this town. I considered myself a Christian until about three years ago. As I had grown older, I started asking myself more questions about Christianity, morality, ethics, and God. Eventually I left Christianity and started looking for a religion I can understand and accept. I've studied hundreds, from Jainism to Wicca. All of which have proven to be a waste of time and effort. My family and friends have been pressuring me to switch back, so I figured why not give Jesus another shot. I need some things answered before I'm willing to accept Christ. I've talked with many, many, many people about these topics and none so far have provided any sense able responses.
The cruelty of Hell
This is what first threw me off the path of Christ and is my most important question. Why would God send ANYONE to hell? Of all the moral teaching God has bestowed on us, does this not strike anyone else as infinitely cruel and evil?
People tell me 'Well the sinners need to be punished' and alike phrases. That I can understand, if we need to be punished...But for eternity? People do not seem to grasp the scope of the word 'eternity'. Does any man, woman, or child deserve that? Even a person as evil as Hitler? To be tortured forever?
People tell me in church 'God loves you', people tell me at home 'God loves you', people tell me at work 'God loves you', people tell me on the street 'God loves you'. Well if my punishment for making a mistake on earth is eternal torture than I would have to call them liars.
What makes Christianity more true than any other religion? Where is Proof of the Christian God?
Why not Islam or Hindu? How can you possibly prove that Christianity is the truth and all other religions are false? Offer the Bible as the truth? It was written by man and I don't trust people I don't know. Why not the Qur'an or the Book of Mormon? What makes it less true? Hell, I could write a book and tell people God told me to write it down. What would happen if I did that? People would call me a nutter.
The common answer I hear is 'faith'. Which is just a slap in the face to me. It's not enough I believe in God, but I have to believe in him when every ounce of my logic, reason, morality, and heart tell me not to. I could have faith in the cookie monster, why can't he be God? At least you can SEE him. God offers us no proof he exists. People mistake coincidence and misunderstanding as proof of God. This is not definite enough for me.
Do not take me for some fool who expects all the answers and gives no faith or attempted understanding. I have tried to get in touch with God on my own. I've been studying the bible, praying, and trying to understand. I honestly want to believe. Believe that when I die a greater life awaits me...that all life will be sunshine and roses. I was even so desperate as to pray for a dream to let God tell me what needed to be said. But not even that, not even a dream. Not a sign, not anything.
I'm destined to go to Hell
If God truly dose know everything, then he knows where I'm going and chooses not to stop me. Quite unkind, to create me for the purpose of torturing me forever.
God knew, before he created me: What choices I would make in life, what I would think about him, what I would have for breakfast on 4/05/12, and weather or not I was going to Heaven or Hell. Why would a loving God do this? Why would he CURSE me with life if he knew my road would end in a fiery pit?
Really that is all I can think of at this moment, I'll be sure to post more questions if I remember any more. Thank you.