Hello all. I've been a bit gloomy for the past few days now as you've might have noticed 
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I'm sturggling with so many small problems. University is getting onto me. Though i can see a bright light of hope for it, that isn't the main problem.
My parents are degrading now. My dad drinks alot, comes home late and just never looks at my mom or us anymore. My mom is one of the worrysome types. She worries alot and i've been trying to hard to help her not worry. Not only that, i feel that they're considering divorce and in this moment of my life, that would hit me like a ton of bricks.
Financially, we need to build a retaining wall to prevent any more small soil erosion otherwise our neighbour will have their house floating to ours. This, coupled up with university fees puts us in debt and i'm struggling to keep up with my job. It's like a full army has come to attack me and this could never have been a worse timing.
I'm not sure what God wants me to do. I'm confused, run over, almost dying for some help. I'm sacraficing what i want to do to keep these things together. My two brothers i'm trying to protect from this issue are safe from it for now but if it does come to it, it'll be hard on them and their school work.
I just pray God still has everything under control. If something happens, i want it to happen fast and pass over before going back to normal.
Praying to you God that this doesn't come to the worst.
. I'm sturggling with so many small problems. University is getting onto me. Though i can see a bright light of hope for it, that isn't the main problem.
My parents are degrading now. My dad drinks alot, comes home late and just never looks at my mom or us anymore. My mom is one of the worrysome types. She worries alot and i've been trying to hard to help her not worry. Not only that, i feel that they're considering divorce and in this moment of my life, that would hit me like a ton of bricks.
Financially, we need to build a retaining wall to prevent any more small soil erosion otherwise our neighbour will have their house floating to ours. This, coupled up with university fees puts us in debt and i'm struggling to keep up with my job. It's like a full army has come to attack me and this could never have been a worse timing.
I'm not sure what God wants me to do. I'm confused, run over, almost dying for some help. I'm sacraficing what i want to do to keep these things together. My two brothers i'm trying to protect from this issue are safe from it for now but if it does come to it, it'll be hard on them and their school work.
I just pray God still has everything under control. If something happens, i want it to happen fast and pass over before going back to normal.
Praying to you God that this doesn't come to the worst.
