Okay, I've been praying for this and have been asking for prayer about it for months, but my mind and heart haven't been receptive and free enough because of so much stress and anxiety. NOW, I'm finally at a peace of mind enough to accept whatever answer may be given me, because I know that whatever it is will be used for my benefit. I talked to a friend last night, and she told me that for awhile, she felt compelled to tell me that God put on her heart that all I should do is just be honest with God and ask Him what I want. So, last night, I went into prayer about my desire for a mate, and the patience and submissiveness to know who it will be and when the right time will be. On Saturday, the girl who I've been talking to this time and I will be seeing each other for the first time in months, and have agreed to completely let God's will be done and not dwell on anything that may be, whether it be positive or negative. Sooooooooooo, this is the last time after three and a half months, people (I promise!!! 
). I finally have the patience, submissiveness, and faith to allow God to tell me "yea" or "nay" with this, so please just pray with me that His will be done and that He tell me in His own way this Saturday what it is. Thanks.
). I finally have the patience, submissiveness, and faith to allow God to tell me "yea" or "nay" with this, so please just pray with me that His will be done and that He tell me in His own way this Saturday what it is. Thanks. 
