I believe that it was an illusion created by my mind, having said that I cannot see how that is 'blasphemy of the holy spirit' if it was to exsist.
I do not believe in Creation so I do not need to give anybody credit for it.
I really doubt it ever would, for me there are far too many holes in it.
1) in order to serve.. you must humble yourself and be broken.. and to be broken you need to go through suffering.. because he disciplines the ones he loves. as most christians would know.. once u walk with God.. there are many stages where you go through suffering..
2) yes.. he did know.. and before he even created earth, he already had us in mind.. he didnt create us because he was lonely, but because he is a God of love. and he wanted to show that to us by creating us and giving us the chance to have everlasting life with him. he loves people more than anything else. he sent Jesus because he shows us and the greatest thing you can do with love is sacrafice.. and he did by showing and giving us the ultimate, perfect sacrafice. can anyone show you more of how much they love you than to die for you?
3) God created Adam and Eve for a reason, not Adam and Steve. If you were a true saved christian, you would turn back from your sin, such as homosexuality.
4) We do have God right with us everyday. Trinity. God was there during the time of Old testament, Jesus was there for the new testament, and now he has given us the Holy spirit here during our present times. Holy spirit talks to us everyday.
5) That is why God is so GOOOOD, we dont undetstand.. All other gods, you know and have a physical image of them. Our God is the only God taht wants to have a relationship with us, all other gods, people have to search THEM. "How are you going to understand how God the creater of the universe, existed and how he is, if we our great scientists, and our knowledge can't even fathom the depts of the universe? we havnt even LANDED on the nearest planet or have exact knowledge of it, yet you question God?"
Christianity is not a religion, its a way of living like Christ Jesus.