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I was feeling at peace & things were going better for me. I had requested prayer & those days of it were great. I noticed I was even eating better.
I wasn't binging on chocolate & other sweets, bcause I wasn't obsessing near as much on different things in my life.
I made candy & hardly tasted it...which isn't easy for me to do usually
Now I feel I am going backwards right into the obsessing phase. I even have to confess when I was up at 6:00 & couldn't sleep I ate icecream right after I got up.
I did learn through this experience how much obsessive thoughts affect my life. I hadn't seen the huge connection like I did till I had those days of peace I was blessed with. I suppose Im a little down tonite feeling like the crazy looping thoughts will always be a part of my life
I wasn't binging on chocolate & other sweets, bcause I wasn't obsessing near as much on different things in my life.
I made candy & hardly tasted it...which isn't easy for me to do usually
Now I feel I am going backwards right into the obsessing phase. I even have to confess when I was up at 6:00 & couldn't sleep I ate icecream right after I got up.
I did learn through this experience how much obsessive thoughts affect my life. I hadn't seen the huge connection like I did till I had those days of peace I was blessed with. I suppose Im a little down tonite feeling like the crazy looping thoughts will always be a part of my life
