Not understanding some things [moved from prayer requests]

[mra22]

Ok i don't understand some things and need Prayer/Advice, I'm 20 years old, single and I've grown up in church, my grandma pretty much helped raise me, along with my uncle, mom and step dat, i don't know my real dad, my grandma passed in 2001 and i seen her, i strayed away sometime after really not sure what age, but re dedicated my life to JESUS CHRIST at 16, later on down the line at 19 (last year) i lost my aunt in kentucky on my bday, then my other aunt who i found gone and my cousin, i was abused at a young age, and sometime down the road please don't laugh or think i'm a freak but i've struggled with desires to wear adult diapers, i don't really understand why when GOD has called me to preach, and i hope it won't take me to hell, i've struggled on and off with it pretty much all my life and i can't lie but sometimes i get "aroused" when i think of them leading to a "release" sometimes and i really don't understand why and i feel embarrassed about it and i really need Prayer/Advice GOD Bless

 

[mra22]

please pray for me though because i love JESUS with everything in me and don't want anything like this to take me to hell, ive tried to stop plenty of times and the desires go away for a little and then come back, also i want to overcome the "Release (clean way of putting it too)"i know there is others like this called AB/DL i just want to overcome it I've prayed but it keeps coming just don't understand

 

[Stephanie7]

Father God, You understand why this one is feeling as he is. I pray that You will reach his innermost heart and bring him emotional healing from his abusive past. I pray that You will release him from his desire to wear adult diapers. Only You understand in a way that we can't. Heal this one and bless him, In Jesus Name, Amen

 

[heavensangel1964]

 

[mra22]

Thanks for your alls Prayers, all i can do is keep my Faith and Trust in JESUS CHRIST and know that HE'll move through HIS Will and Way, i mean i know that wearing "diapers" alone isn't a sin it's just the things that you could do that could attribute to sin, i really am unsure why i have these feelings, but i have had them like i was saying pretty much my whole life and yeah i'm kinda ashamed about it but all i know is i have to Pray and seek GOD.

 

[Angel's Light]

Lord, please help this child of your find the strength and comfort in you that he needs to fight these urges. Please, father help these urges to leave him and never to come back. Help him to stay strong in your ways and find the answers he needs. In your loving name I pray.
Amen

 

[Linus]

Welcome to CF brother!

Praying for guidance and wisdom as well as peace in the name of Jesus Christ. Thank You Lord!

 

[JCFantasy23]

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Thread has been moved from prayer requests to struggles with sexuality
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[C-hope]

I pray for your complete healing. Just like me, it is best to be always aware of God's love for you and that he has forgiven your past sins. Do not hold on to your past. Don't let the guilt cripple you. That is one thing I have grown to learn.

 

[mra22]

thanks for prayers i have FAITH that GOD will help me and has