Not doing well

[Leta]

I am just not doing well at all! My ex was over today to visit the kids and I looked in his cell phone trying to find evidence of this "non existant girlfriend" of his. I've been told that he's been seeing this woman for the last 2 years of our marrige (our final papers haven't come back yet). Well there was her name, home #, cell#, and email programed in his phone. I got so upset that as soon as he left I went into the bathroom and cut on my arms and on one of my legs. I just got through b/p for the second time today and I couldn't feel worse! I just need some encouragement I guess, and to vent. I know God has something and someone better for me and that this isn't my fault yadda yadda yadda but it just hurts so much. Any way, sorry for dumping all this on the group but I have noone to talk to about how i'm dealing with my life. It's good to know you understand and that there are ppl who can identify with me. Thank you.
God Bless,
Saleta

 

[jen_soccer13]

I am sorry to hear that. I can sure relate...in some sorts..but I have no idea on how to help you. I feel like such a hypocrite. I tell others not to do this ...that it is bad for them..but I do this all the time. Both of the things that you stated. I know the pain that others can cause you. In very different way from you..but still. Just remember..your kids depend on you. I hate to see you hurting so much. If you ever want to talk PM me or if you have messenger..or e-mail or whatever.
I am here for you any time I am around.
Jennifer

 

[Leta]

Thank you Jennifier!
I just replied to your post hee hee. Any way, I know what you mean though! I say all the time that what we do to ourselves is awful and hive advice to stop and get help, but then go into the bathrooma dn cut and purge! Messed up huh?
Take care of yourself okay? Oooops there I go agian! Seriously though, take care! You are worth it! I know it and Jesus proved it on the cross!
God Bless,
Saleta

 

[jen_soccer13]

I say all the time that what we do to ourselves is awful and hive advice to stop and get help, but then go into the bathrooma dn cut and purge!

Wow...sounds exactly like what I do. Not good though. Remember...if you think I am worth it, you are just as worth it!
Jennifer

 

[Leta]

Jennifer
I needed to hear that hunny! Thank you!
God Bless,
Saleta

 

[WhereareyouGod?]

In my opinion you are both worth loads and loads and loads and loads etc etc. You are both really awesome ppl and if either of you need to chat or vent or whatever i have msn or you can pm me or whatever

Love n Hugs to you both

Lizzie