Not a believer, I think I committed the unpardonable sin.

[seeker1999-]

I was talking to a Christian counselor He told me if my heart was hardened(having a conscience) we wouldn’t be having this conversation but I don’t know if that’s true.

 

[Maria Billingsley]

To be honest I have no conscience at all. My conscience doesn’t operate like a normal human being.

I'm sure you have been diagnosed. There is help out there for your condition. There are behavioral therapies that can help.
Blessings.

 

[seeker1999-]

I'm sure you have been diagnosed. There is help out there for your condition. There are behavioral therapies that can help.
Blessings.

To be honest I’ve suppressed a lot of emotions over the years. I think that might be a big reason why I my conscience doesn’t work properly.

 

[Indybap]

To be honest I have no conscience at all. My conscience doesn’t operate like a normal human being.

You just commented on yourself.. therefore you have a conscious.

 

[seeker1999-]

I hope so.

 

[ldonjohn]

You might benefit from reading the article found at the link below.

R.A. Torrey - THE DEVIL HAS ENTERED ME!

Regards,
John

 

[seeker1999-]

Thanks I have checked the article out but I am simply indifferent from my sin. I have deliberately spoke against God’s spirit 6 years ago and was numb about it. The devil has not entered me. I have the characteristics of a reprobate mind
5 Warning Signs of Someone with a Reprobate Mind check this article out. I am being 100% honest and upfront to you.

 

[seeker1999-]

I honestly wish God never created me.

 

[seeker1999-]

You haven't committed the unforgivable sin or you simply wouldn't be seeking the Lord.
You'd have absolutely no urge to whatsoever,
Someone only seeks the LORD when drawn by him.

That “urge” is actually just me.

 

[Mark Quayle]

That “urge” is actually just me.

You don't know that! If God is God, he can do things however he wants. It isn't necessarily going to look to you like he did it in you.

And if God is God, then he has you precisely where he planned for you to be at this moment in life.

 

[seeker1999-]

You don't know that! If God is God, he can do things however he wants. It isn't necessarily going to look to you like he did it in you.

And if God is God, then he has you precisely where he planned for you to be at this moment in life.

I know it is just me.

 

[Mark Quayle]

I know it is just me.

Honesty is nice, but you have been wrong before...

 

[jdcastro1972]

Only God has the final word. So nobody should exclude themselves in this life, despite their experiences or actions.