- Jul 26, 2004
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What to do?
I feel like crying but cannot.
I have been though too much
Too many good memories.
Are all of them lies?
Feel like I could cry.
Tear falling down like rain.
No one completely understands
The battle lines are drown.
I have to pick.
The person to believe,
Who doesnt trust the other
Words like arrows.
Rumours like swords.
People in between their worriers,
And there Ginny pigs
Willing to sacrifice to the person,
To hurt the other first.
Pulling me in two.
No way to choose.
No way back,
Once the battle lines
Are drown.
Each word another blow.
Darkness looms over.
Kicking the dog once it is down.
The abandonment of it all.
Get mad at one,
For something stupid.
The other will take advantage,
Turning it to something big,
And more hurtful.
Turning a friend,
Into an enemy.
Tarring the last tread,
Allowing me to fall,
Into a pit of despair.
Back stabbing,
Lies,
Rumours,
And broken promises.
All another blow.
A game for some.
A game that hurts.
A tangle of lies.
No way out,
No way to run and hide.
Beaten down,
By people I trust.
No were to go.