Theres no point anymore to anything. I am going to hell and there is nothing that will ever change that. I know what it takes to be saved but i dont know how to trust, have faith, believe in my heart, accept or recieve. It wouldnt matter anyway because the unbelief in the existence of God and Jesus and the Holy Spirit never goes away. I find myself sinning all the time and not even feeling bad for it. I only feel bad because i know im supposed to and i dont which is proof that im not saved. There is no more hope for me. I cant do this anymore. I just dont know anymore.
