To make a long story short, I had a negative near death experience from a drug a year ago. I don't like to talk about it but it was extremely scary and changed my life forever. Immediately after I turned my life over to Jesus and have been walking with him since but I have suffered from anxiety, panic disorders, and awful nightmares for a year.
The nightmares are very bad. I have dreams of sleep paralysis, sexual nasty dreams, demons talking to me in audible voices saying I'm in hell, just really gruesome nightmares. I've suffered from them for a year and I finally spoke to God (aside from the usual please protect me in my sleep prayer daily), "Please take these nightmares away from me or show me why they won't stop." Immediately I had a vision.
In the vision I have a bag full of plastic containers. I live in two story apartment and tend to be lazy and keep my trash in my room until I take it downstairs. I thought "I need to take this downstairs." Then my vision changed to two jars of peanut butter, again I love this peanut butter but don't always tend to put it back into the pantry. I didn't know what it meant till about a week later when the Holy Spirit prayed through me "Please help me put them back where they belong."
The problem is I don't what it is I need to put back or how to do it. I asked God this and he hasn't told me and it's been a while. I beg but don't receive an answer. I think maybe the answer lies in my vision (maybe important to note the plastic containers since I recycle) so maybe he can interpret it through someone on this forum. I rebuke demons in the name of Jesus, thinking maybe they are what needs to be put back, however they never leave. I know God's word says they are subject to us, so I don't understand why they seem to have so much power over me. I miss my friends and my life, all I want to do is spread the Gospel and let the Holy Spirit use me to help others. This anxiety/panic/nightmares cripple me. Thanks in advance.
The nightmares are very bad. I have dreams of sleep paralysis, sexual nasty dreams, demons talking to me in audible voices saying I'm in hell, just really gruesome nightmares. I've suffered from them for a year and I finally spoke to God (aside from the usual please protect me in my sleep prayer daily), "Please take these nightmares away from me or show me why they won't stop." Immediately I had a vision.
In the vision I have a bag full of plastic containers. I live in two story apartment and tend to be lazy and keep my trash in my room until I take it downstairs. I thought "I need to take this downstairs." Then my vision changed to two jars of peanut butter, again I love this peanut butter but don't always tend to put it back into the pantry. I didn't know what it meant till about a week later when the Holy Spirit prayed through me "Please help me put them back where they belong."
The problem is I don't what it is I need to put back or how to do it. I asked God this and he hasn't told me and it's been a while. I beg but don't receive an answer. I think maybe the answer lies in my vision (maybe important to note the plastic containers since I recycle) so maybe he can interpret it through someone on this forum. I rebuke demons in the name of Jesus, thinking maybe they are what needs to be put back, however they never leave. I know God's word says they are subject to us, so I don't understand why they seem to have so much power over me. I miss my friends and my life, all I want to do is spread the Gospel and let the Holy Spirit use me to help others. This anxiety/panic/nightmares cripple me. Thanks in advance.
