I used to be a very negative thinking person. I will think why is this world so unfair to me. Everything infront of me is all grey in color not colorful at all. I am envy for those who have a complete family which I don't have. My parents separated because of money and other things. And my mom have a boyfriend after separate with my father. And somemore that guy who go after my mom got a wife. Really upset with my mom that time! I was still a teenager and I admit that time I dont really understand well about adults their problems. I will used to hang out with friends and go home late because I do not want to see my mom together with that guy. She scould me everyday telling me not to go out everynite actually I know she is worry for me so much but I would not listened anymore.. I even make her cry which I dont care at all... I even think of ending my life just like that because I found life is so meaningless to me. I wish I was not born in this world!
Everthing changed when I started to go to church 3yrs back. I startedto be more positived and found that life is so precious and meaningful. God send His son to us to sacrificed for everyone. I am really touched by His love. He saved my life and become a new person again! Not because of Him I will not be here telling my testimony to you all. Praise the LORD! for He is really good!!
Now my relationship with my mom is better and improving. We be able to chat together which we haven't been doing lastime. God is so great and mercy!!
Everthing changed when I started to go to church 3yrs back. I startedto be more positived and found that life is so precious and meaningful. God send His son to us to sacrificed for everyone. I am really touched by His love. He saved my life and become a new person again! Not because of Him I will not be here telling my testimony to you all. Praise the LORD! for He is really good!!
Now my relationship with my mom is better and improving. We be able to chat together which we haven't been doing lastime. God is so great and mercy!!
