- Jul 17, 2017
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Hello to anyone that reads this and maybe can relate or has encouraging words. I know no one likes to read a whole bunch, as we all are having struggles. I would greatly appreciate anyone that does. Below is where I am right now:
I consulted a psychic a few years ago during a desperate time in my life. I believe in Jesus and grew up in a Christian household, but have always struggled with my faith. I turned to a psychic for answers. She told me that I would meet and Aries guy and that we would get married and be happy. Low and behold, a few years later I met said man. By all accounts I thought he was the one. The only hang up was he wasn't Christian. I was denying Christ at the time, so I went forth settling into a life with him, knowing deep down it wasn't right. We eventually got engaged, and it had been a VERY rocky road since then. I'm still recovering from sexual trauma from when I was younger, and seeking help for it, but he became impatient and and couldn't wait for my healing (like sex and other things that come with trauma). He broke off the engagement 2 days ago and pretty much blamed me for it and even said mean things to me about my character etc. Was this relationship cursed from the beginning? Was satan sending me this 'perfect' man to deceive me and bring me into the dark? Is this God intervening? I tried to minister to him about Jesus, hoping that we could heal our relationship, but he refused to give it a try, even hates the Church. I feel so broken inside, knowing it's my fault to ignoring God. Sorry that was a lot. Thanks to anyone that read this.
I consulted a psychic a few years ago during a desperate time in my life. I believe in Jesus and grew up in a Christian household, but have always struggled with my faith. I turned to a psychic for answers. She told me that I would meet and Aries guy and that we would get married and be happy. Low and behold, a few years later I met said man. By all accounts I thought he was the one. The only hang up was he wasn't Christian. I was denying Christ at the time, so I went forth settling into a life with him, knowing deep down it wasn't right. We eventually got engaged, and it had been a VERY rocky road since then. I'm still recovering from sexual trauma from when I was younger, and seeking help for it, but he became impatient and and couldn't wait for my healing (like sex and other things that come with trauma). He broke off the engagement 2 days ago and pretty much blamed me for it and even said mean things to me about my character etc. Was this relationship cursed from the beginning? Was satan sending me this 'perfect' man to deceive me and bring me into the dark? Is this God intervening? I tried to minister to him about Jesus, hoping that we could heal our relationship, but he refused to give it a try, even hates the Church. I feel so broken inside, knowing it's my fault to ignoring God. Sorry that was a lot. Thanks to anyone that read this.