I was wondering is I could ask for prayer for myself. The OCD or atleast i think its the OCD has driven me to loose my desire for the Lord. It has really done a number to my mind and im so confused if my desires are for the Lord or not and hurt by the feelings that i have. I confess to Him and ask for His forgiveness and except it by faith but there seems something else is missing, like a true love for Him and a desire for Him. I have a desire to do the things of christianity but the actual devotion for the Lord HImself is very little if any, i think. To put all that and my struggles with ocd isnt helping. I start my medication tommorow (prozac) which this is the first time i have ever taken any kind of medication like that before. Though I think it may help me to be a little calm in my mind, it still isnt gonna fix my desires or relationship with the Lord, so if you guys could pray that the Lord will open my blind eyes, and give life to my dead heart, and give me disernment, that would be greatly appreciated.