Im new here so Ill fill you all in on my story.
I was married to a wonderful man that took his own life four years ago. We were having problems in our marriage and neither of us were happy anymore. We were also experiencing finacial hardship at the same time. Everything seemed to be falling apart in our lives. He gave way to the presure and ended his life, leaving me with a son to raise that was three and a half at the time.
Since then, his uncle has blammed me for it and also says I disrespected him by moving on with my life too quickly. I didnt ask for love, God sent it to me. A man from Wisconsin had just moved back to Texas and was visiting family when I met him. It was only days after the suicide. I didnt have any plans on moving on with anyone. I wanted to forget about my life. I drank, partied and did all kinds of things I shouldnt have. I admit I was wrong. BUT, I didnt move on as his uncle was told. He was lied to and now has threatened my life. It has been so hard to live with this everyday. I sometimes feel as if Im loosing my mind. I call on God for strength and ask him to forgive me for what I did, but it isnt enough. There is no way his uncle will even talk to me. He is confused in life and has turned to drugs and alcohol to comfort him. Im afraid for myself, and the lives of my family. I wear my "Shield of Strength" everyday and sometimes find comfort in the fact that God loves me, but will he protect me from this evil?
I have two prayer requests. First I pray for my late husbands uncle. I pray that he will forgive me and learn the truth. I also pray that he will finally let my late husband rest and move on with his life and accept what happened as everyone else has done. I cant change it, if I could...I would in a heartbeat.
I also pray for the safety of myself and my family. I cant stand the thought of my son being an orphan. He has lost so much already.
God said that if two or more pray for something then it will happen. Please help me by praying for this man and for my families safety. I want to be able to finally enjoy the life that God has given me and be able to breathe.
Thank you so much. I feel that God sent me to this site for a reason. And I think the reason is for your help and prayers.
I was married to a wonderful man that took his own life four years ago. We were having problems in our marriage and neither of us were happy anymore. We were also experiencing finacial hardship at the same time. Everything seemed to be falling apart in our lives. He gave way to the presure and ended his life, leaving me with a son to raise that was three and a half at the time.
Since then, his uncle has blammed me for it and also says I disrespected him by moving on with my life too quickly. I didnt ask for love, God sent it to me. A man from Wisconsin had just moved back to Texas and was visiting family when I met him. It was only days after the suicide. I didnt have any plans on moving on with anyone. I wanted to forget about my life. I drank, partied and did all kinds of things I shouldnt have. I admit I was wrong. BUT, I didnt move on as his uncle was told. He was lied to and now has threatened my life. It has been so hard to live with this everyday. I sometimes feel as if Im loosing my mind. I call on God for strength and ask him to forgive me for what I did, but it isnt enough. There is no way his uncle will even talk to me. He is confused in life and has turned to drugs and alcohol to comfort him. Im afraid for myself, and the lives of my family. I wear my "Shield of Strength" everyday and sometimes find comfort in the fact that God loves me, but will he protect me from this evil?
I have two prayer requests. First I pray for my late husbands uncle. I pray that he will forgive me and learn the truth. I also pray that he will finally let my late husband rest and move on with his life and accept what happened as everyone else has done. I cant change it, if I could...I would in a heartbeat.
I also pray for the safety of myself and my family. I cant stand the thought of my son being an orphan. He has lost so much already.
God said that if two or more pray for something then it will happen. Please help me by praying for this man and for my families safety. I want to be able to finally enjoy the life that God has given me and be able to breathe.
Thank you so much. I feel that God sent me to this site for a reason. And I think the reason is for your help and prayers.
praying for the spiritual guidance for your family
