- Apr 25, 2021
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Hello so this is what’s happening now
Number one I’m kind of worried right now that cause I have got to a point of numbness and on care that I feel I don’t believe in anything right now and it hurts I just wanna have my faith and belief and go back in time
yesterday I woke up I was trying to Bailey I had really bad intrusive thoughts and feelings when I woke up but I got through them and then I watched a movie that day which wasn’t bad pressure and then I went to the store which I guess was good
shut downs when I cancel my faith I will shut down that means I won’t watch TV I won’t do anything and watching a movie or something I haven’t done in a long time I guess so yeah I also will not eat really I lost some weight I was 117 pounds now I’m 94 pounds that isn’t that good
i’m kind of worried because I feel like I am given up but I still listen to my Bible every day I still try to be a Christian I am a Christian I hope I try to post every day I have no one really to talk to I just want my faith and belief back and sometimes I even doubt that
The problem I’m having I think in the beginning beginning I was scared to go to hell in the beginning when thoughts came but now I don’t feel anything I don’t know no fever no nothing completely numb all I do is sit in a little room rock back-and-forth so
I was just curious what should I do I need advice I heard some people say go to church and read the Bible I listen to it every day/play it I pray every day for sure no one and church isn’t available my social worker said I cannot go in the judge said I can’t but pretty soon I might get to go back home so I’m trying but I feel like I’m not trying hard enough I don’t know what to do I feel worried bothered I was such a good Christian and I had a question
should I try to be happy because right now I’m shutting down like I won’t watch TV I won’t do anything really other than sit in the room because I’m sad I need advice I feel like I don’t even believe that that bothers me and I’m scared that I’m not scared I’m pretty sure just please help
cause for my young age I think I was pretty good as a Christian two months ago I was fine but now look I had always blasphemous his thoughts though the normal OCD ones is
This ocd or me and Unbelief
Number one I’m kind of worried right now that cause I have got to a point of numbness and on care that I feel I don’t believe in anything right now and it hurts I just wanna have my faith and belief and go back in time
yesterday I woke up I was trying to Bailey I had really bad intrusive thoughts and feelings when I woke up but I got through them and then I watched a movie that day which wasn’t bad pressure and then I went to the store which I guess was good
shut downs when I cancel my faith I will shut down that means I won’t watch TV I won’t do anything and watching a movie or something I haven’t done in a long time I guess so yeah I also will not eat really I lost some weight I was 117 pounds now I’m 94 pounds that isn’t that good
i’m kind of worried because I feel like I am given up but I still listen to my Bible every day I still try to be a Christian I am a Christian I hope I try to post every day I have no one really to talk to I just want my faith and belief back and sometimes I even doubt that
The problem I’m having I think in the beginning beginning I was scared to go to hell in the beginning when thoughts came but now I don’t feel anything I don’t know no fever no nothing completely numb all I do is sit in a little room rock back-and-forth so
I was just curious what should I do I need advice I heard some people say go to church and read the Bible I listen to it every day/play it I pray every day for sure no one and church isn’t available my social worker said I cannot go in the judge said I can’t but pretty soon I might get to go back home so I’m trying but I feel like I’m not trying hard enough I don’t know what to do I feel worried bothered I was such a good Christian and I had a question
should I try to be happy because right now I’m shutting down like I won’t watch TV I won’t do anything really other than sit in the room because I’m sad I need advice I feel like I don’t even believe that that bothers me and I’m scared that I’m not scared I’m pretty sure just please help
cause for my young age I think I was pretty good as a Christian two months ago I was fine but now look I had always blasphemous his thoughts though the normal OCD ones is
This ocd or me and Unbelief
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