Need to confide

[Hermit7]

Greetings,

Just needed to confide to you guys about recent OCD spikes.

I've been having a long week. I manageed my OCD pretty decently for the past day or two.

But tonight when I got home, I was so tired and my OCD was relentless.

Just recently, I had spikes about:

1.) Emailing my apartment comples to fix a plumbing problem with my apartment (fear I lost my salvation).

2.) Trying to buy drain stuff for my apartment. Didn't buy it because of, again, fearing to lose my salvation.

I know, I shouldn't give into these thoughts. But it's just so hard. Just hard to not believe them. And keep it as that.

God help me!

 

[kaykay9.0]

Praying for you. Don't beat yourself up about giving into spikes. It's a journey. Sounds like you know the truth about these fears.