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[madison1101]

I have 13 days of sobriety today. I found a really good AA meeting less than two blocks from my new apartment. I will be making the coffee there every Friday in January. There are also two other meetings there during the week, but I have not attended those particular meetings yet.

I returned to my treatment group this evening and it was good. My group therapist asked me why I don't use the phone, or make a meeting when I get the urge to drink. In my defense, I did call my sponsor one evening when I was agitated, and I stayed sober. I honestly told him that most of the time, I get an attitude that says, "F*** it."

I am trying to work my program more diligently, as I struggle big time with a lot of stuff since moving into my new apartment. Fatigue from my fibromyalgia is rampant, especially since I returned to work this week. I have also been struggling with the depression, which is getting worse and worse this week.

But, I really am working my program, and trying to make sure that I stay sober.

Trish

 

[BobW188]

Keep on hangin' on, one day at a time!

 

[madison1101]

Keep on hangin' on, one day at a time!

Sometimes an hour at a time is the best I can do. But, I keep doing it.
Hugs,
Trish

 

[BlessEwe]

Sometimes an hour at a time is the best I can do. But, I keep doing it.
Hugs,
Trish

All of the sayings mean so much..

Keep on Keeping on!

 

[madison1101]

All of the sayings mean so much..

I am back at treatment once a week, and we had a good session last night. My therapist is the best.

I am sleep deprived this week. I think the steroids from the shot, as well as other allergy treatments has made me schizzy, and I did want to drink today on the way home from work. Plus, I was having some weird symptoms that I believe will make anyone crazy.

Trish

 

[TheMainException]

You sound a lot like me....I can really relate.