Need Some Wisdom

[Deb7777]

( I wanted to post this post from a 14 year old girl (newbie) over on the non-christian struugles board because I think some of you could offer some real help and wisdom. Look for the thread that says Sexual Assault. Her board name is Tearsunsean, post #248, thank you. Here is her post, please respond on that board to be able to post to her)

Wow!

I didn't expect to find a thead talking about this. Its always been a secret, something to run and hide from until..It finds ya somehow. No move is far enough. No new life good enough to make it GO AWAY!

I don't know when it began. Only that it continued until I ran away.. then seemed to come again with a new faces but the same hurt over and over again. They seem to see it and run to me. Am I marked.. How does it always happen again?

I have been bad really. I cut myself sometimes.. to take the pain away. ( does that even make sence?)

I don't know when I gave up fighting! I hate my life! There is always someone to continue where the last left off. I hide in my house, doors locked. Afraid to go out.

Is this a life at all? How does it get better?

I've said too much.

tears

 

[shazabella]

Hey Deb,

thanx for alerting us to that post ... I will definately be praying for tears and her situation

- Shaz

 

[Deb7777]

Thank you all very much, God bless. Prayer and support are blessings!

 

[Tearsunsean]

hello,

Deb777 I just came over here to thank you all for your prayers.
You might see my beliefs have changed. I went to a church and asked God to be my God!

Anyway I just wanted to say hi.

tears

 

[oneandlonely]

hello,

Deb777 I just came over here to thank you all for your prayers.
You might see my beliefs have changed. I went to a church and asked God to be my God!

Anyway I just wanted to say hi.

tears

Oh tears that is wonderful!! Congrads!!! you have no idea how happy that makes me!

*huggles her new little sis* welcome to the family of God hun!

if you ever need to talk hun, just pm me.

Bethany

 

[Mr.Cheese]

/me bounces

 

[Stephanida]

Hurray! That is wonderful news tears!!! I am so happy for you!

 

[Deb7777]

hello,

Deb777 I just came over here to thank you all for your prayers.
You might see my beliefs have changed. I went to a church and asked God to be my God!

Anyway I just wanted to say hi.

tears

Hey Tears, That's great! Sorry I missed the post. Heaven and Earth is rejoicing. I think we all can't wait till they lock the pearly gates behind us, whew! God bless us all, amen.

 

[satrunstar]

You know, I don't really know how to get around this place yet. But I would really like to talk to her. The same thing has happened to me, and I reacted the same way. I turned to knives and blades. Some times I even burned my self. This has happened like four times over the years. There has even came a time when I wanted to die. I would like you to pm me, or have her contact me if it is at all possible.
God Bless in the highest respect. Jennie

 

[Stephanida]

Hey Satrunstar, I understand how you feel. I never turned to burning myself I did turn to cutting. If you ever want to pm me some time and I'll be more than happy to talk to you.

 

[LighNPeace]

giving all that pain and hurts to God always works...he ll make of you a big big person!

 

[Stephanida]

God is going to do amazing things with this girl.

 

[Just Me Garry]

Hello Tearsunsean,

I do not know if you know the story about Joseph and how his brothers used him and sold him into slavery but the Lord had touched him greatly. Here is what the Lord did for Joseph.

Gen 41:51-52

51 And Joseph called the name of the firstborn Manasseh: For God, said he, hath made me forget all my toil, and all my father's house.

52 And the name of the second called he Ephraim: For God hath caused me to be fruitful in the land of my affliction.
KJV

Or even what the Lord did for Job.

Job 11:16-20

16 Because thou shalt forget thy misery, and remember it as waters that pass away:

17 And thine age shall be clearer than the noonday; thou shalt shine forth, thou shalt be as the morning.

18 And thou shalt be secure, because there is hope; yea, thou shalt dig about thee, and thou shalt take thy rest in safety.

19 Also thou shalt lie down, and none shall make thee afraid; yea, many shall make suit unto thee.

20 But the eyes of the wicked shall fail, and they shall not escape, and their hope shall be as the giving up of the ghost.
KJV

 

[cjfile2000]

Hey Satrunstar, I understand how you feel. I never turned to burning myself I did turn to cutting. If you ever want to pm me some time and I'll be more than happy to talk to you.

God heals!