My anxiety has been through the roof this past week since I first heard about the Ebola outbreak. My husband and mother tried to reassure me that it would never make it's way here (US). Then last night I had a dream that it was here and not in isolation like the ones they brought back and sure enough I hear about the possible one in NY. Then tonight I got bit by a mosquito and all I can think is getting West Nile Virus. I probably wouldn't be so worried about these things if I wasn't so far from God. I haven't went to church in about 8 months. I did do a women's bible study, but after that I haven't touched my Bible and that was probably about 3 months ago. My prayer life is almost nonexistent. I feel no desire to go to church or watch sermons online. Slowly I drifted from God I guess. I think back 7 years ago when I asked Jesus into my life and now and I am just so far I don't even know if I could make it back if I wanted to. I just feel nothing and that in itself should be worrisome. I just don't know what to do anymore.