Need Prayer

[orangeflavor]

I'm back for a very selfish reason. I used to be lemonflavor.

I need prayer. I've been awfully anxious, to the point of my hands and arms going numb about two days a week. I'm in the middle of it now.

It's a long story but it's late and you may not want to read it. If you could please pray, I wasn't sure who else to turn to.

I may have been a little abrasive for some and I apologize for that. I'm a little softer now.

I have more to tell but it's late. I will catch up with how you're doing soon.

THANK YOU. NIce to be here again.

 

[Alive again]

I'm back for a very selfish reason. I used to be lemonflavor.

I need prayer. I've been awfully anxious, to the point of my hands and arms going numb about two days a week. I'm in the middle of it now.

It's a long story but it's late and you may not want to read it. If you could please pray, I wasn't sure who else to turn to.

I may have been a little abrasive for some and I apologize for that. I'm a little softer now.

I have more to tell but it's late. I will catch up with how you're doing soon.

THANK YOU. NIce to be here again.

Welcome back. I have often wondered how you were and if you were still checking in to read now and then. Your presence has been missed. I consider it a blessing and a pleasure to send prayers to our loving heavenly Father on your behalf!!!

When have many new friends here and you are always welcome!

 

[Brinmar]

Orange flavor - I'll be praying for you.
Feel better soon!
Heidi

 

[orangeflavor]

Hello,
I feel better already. This is pretty unusual. Thank you SO much for praying. My bad days have been badder recently and it's disturbing. I always wonder if something isn't working as well or if I should make any changes but with all the meds I'm taking it's hard to tell.

I now have chronic back pain to deal with which has been very bad. I had a microdiscectomy to repair a herniated disc which did what it was supposed to but for some reason since then everything else that's wrong with my back has gotten much worse.

I had been pretty stable and doing pretty well but I got REALLY sick a few weeks ago, most likely from both too high a dose of gabapentin for me (which is unusual, don't let that affect you) and also a muscle relaxer which both made me throw up. I then went into withdrawal because I couldn't keep anything down! I wanted to die.

I haven't been the same since. Funny, I just want to get back to my "normal" depressed, in pain self instead of this absolutely dreadful stuff.

I wasn't here for a while because I wanted to take my focus away from Bipolar stuff for a while and not dwell on it.

Spiritually I'm doing very well. I've been reading and studying a lot and learning so much. I'm learning NT Greek which is hard but good.

I've written too much already. I'll be reading to see how you all are doing and get to know the newer people around here.

Thanks again.