- Jan 22, 2004
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Hello all..
I'm currently in a relationship with an amazing Christian girl but have been finding myself extremely far from where I want to be.. it's horrible. I am getting thrown back and forth by temptation, giving in.. feeling guilty.. promising to never do it again, then doing it again.. and it's eating me up inside.. i can feel this tearing apart my 2.5 year relationship with who i want to be my future wife.. but most importantly it's keeping me from growing in my relationship with Christ.. there are so many things I want God to do with my life for His glory.. but I can't seem to get out of the mud to let him do them!
I get so sad and depressed.. lonely.. and worried.. and it's all my fault, if I could only resist TEMPTATION! I wouldn't be worried about my relationship falling apart, i wouldn't be worried about my future, i wouldn't be worried about a lot of things..
God please bring me back to you...
Please pray that God would break me and give me a desire to serve Him above all else.. please pray for me..
Thank you.. i'm praying for you.
I'm currently in a relationship with an amazing Christian girl but have been finding myself extremely far from where I want to be.. it's horrible. I am getting thrown back and forth by temptation, giving in.. feeling guilty.. promising to never do it again, then doing it again.. and it's eating me up inside.. i can feel this tearing apart my 2.5 year relationship with who i want to be my future wife.. but most importantly it's keeping me from growing in my relationship with Christ.. there are so many things I want God to do with my life for His glory.. but I can't seem to get out of the mud to let him do them!
God please bring me back to you...
Please pray that God would break me and give me a desire to serve Him above all else.. please pray for me..
Thank you.. i'm praying for you.