I am engaged to be married next week. My fiance and I have been together 8 months. When we first got together we were back and forth a lot because I wasn't ready for our relationship. During that time he asked an ex girlfriend for sex and she messaged me on facebook that's how I found out. But he apologized and explained that we were so back and forth and he just wanted attention. I forgave him and gave him another chance. There have been other small indescretions since then that we discussed and I also overlooked such as one time he got on a porn site and another time he was flirting with someone on a game he plays. I installed a spylogger on his computer. We haven't had anything major lately but just now I saw dating sites on his browser history on his phone from last month and he got upset and called sprint and argued that they were pop ups and he doesn't ever use the browser he says. I already have doubts. I've already tried to break up with him n the past. We have been doing good this week but now this. And maybe he's right.. maybe that is that is what happened, i don't know. But basically I've been praying and asking God for strength and to somehow intervene to help us break up because I feel helpless and stuck. We live together. Even when I have tried to break up with him he won't take no for an answer and go away. I'm afraid of being alone again. I divorced a year ago and the kids have gotten real attached to him and love him. It's hard. Let me rephrase that, it's just about impossible for me to in my own strength break up and not get married. Because I feel stuck. I guess I'm just on here to ask for prayer and for your input about what I found on his browser history on his phone. What do you think? Please don't be harsh. Thanks.
