Hey guys! I'm really confused. I live by the fear of the lord as my instruction and his love captures my heart and that is why I follow. However, lately it semes that fire has gone out inside of my because I had a feeling like I was supposed to do something, and It doesn't seem rational with where I come from and especially it would probably hert my family. I felt god calling me to go amish because they didn't pollute the earth with cars and they are a community so close, like a brother hood. This whole last month I've been steaming with stress just wanting to serve God with everything the whole time. Lately I have had big temptations popping up and I've avoided them. I just need some encouragement on what I need to do from some fellow christians and some prayer.
Matt
Matt