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Before I write this, let me first state that I believe the Rosary to be one of the most powerful spiritual weapons God has given us. Given to us by the Blessed Virgin Mary, it protects us from the snares of the devil, and the intercession of the Blessed Virgin Mary has worked on me before. There was a time I confessed to God a sinner, and I confessed all my sins to him. I asked the Most High to forgive me. I also prayed the rosary, asking Mary to intercede for me so that I can stop cursing. The next day, I felt like my heart had been covered with a blanket, and I didn't curse, since such words were not in my mind. That effect lasted for a few days, until it went away of course since I stopped praying the Rosary.
Another instance was when I was in Elemantary School. I prayed the Rosary with my sister, and suddently, I felt like fire had come down towards me(or light), and I was more interested in religion and being more pious. It was amazing.
Now, I'm back to doing it again. Before I did this, I prayed the Jesus Prayer(that Orthodox and Eastern Catholics use) When I prayed it, for the most part, I didn't think bad thoughts. I simply did the chants and asked our Lord Christs to forgive me. Now, when it came to the Rosary however, something happened.
I prayed, and I tried to remove all of this thoughts in my mind, but I started staying bad things like "F God" & "F the Rosary. This were things that constantly came into my mind, even though I asked Jesus Christ to stop this thoughts, and there was a part of the Hail Mary that I used to petition to God to make this thoughts go away. I won't deny that I normally curse. I am a sinner who is not righteous in any way. I do believe the Rosary is a great prayer, but Idk why I always have this thoughts when I pray them(I also say other blasphemous stuff in my mind many times. I also curse in my mind a lot, and in my life despite attempts to stop), despite petitioning God to take them away.
Please help my fellow Catholics.
Another instance was when I was in Elemantary School. I prayed the Rosary with my sister, and suddently, I felt like fire had come down towards me(or light), and I was more interested in religion and being more pious. It was amazing.
Now, I'm back to doing it again. Before I did this, I prayed the Jesus Prayer(that Orthodox and Eastern Catholics use) When I prayed it, for the most part, I didn't think bad thoughts. I simply did the chants and asked our Lord Christs to forgive me. Now, when it came to the Rosary however, something happened.
I prayed, and I tried to remove all of this thoughts in my mind, but I started staying bad things like "F God" & "F the Rosary. This were things that constantly came into my mind, even though I asked Jesus Christ to stop this thoughts, and there was a part of the Hail Mary that I used to petition to God to make this thoughts go away. I won't deny that I normally curse. I am a sinner who is not righteous in any way. I do believe the Rosary is a great prayer, but Idk why I always have this thoughts when I pray them(I also say other blasphemous stuff in my mind many times. I also curse in my mind a lot, and in my life despite attempts to stop), despite petitioning God to take them away.
Please help my fellow Catholics.