Please pray for me, brothers and sisters, I've come through hell. Again. The Lord has shown me how much I am in need of deliverance. Several people have told me this throughout my life, and it was clearly the Lord speaking and working through them. The things that they suggested worked when put into practice. Unfortunately, I broke away again and again when the Lord put people in my path who were meant to deliver and heal me. I know it was the enemy, but I've been under so much confusion...
I don't really know where to begin, and I apologize if I'm rambling. It's hard for me to talk about these things, suspiciously hard, especially when I'm trying to get help or seek prayer. I don't really know where to turn, either, because I now live in a tiny town far from any deliverance ministries I can find. And people in the church don't seem to take it very seriously. I'm praying God will bring the right people into my life, since He's made me aware of it and willing again.
I don't really know where to begin, and I apologize if I'm rambling. It's hard for me to talk about these things, suspiciously hard, especially when I'm trying to get help or seek prayer. I don't really know where to turn, either, because I now live in a tiny town far from any deliverance ministries I can find. And people in the church don't seem to take it very seriously. I'm praying God will bring the right people into my life, since He's made me aware of it and willing again.