Hey everyone, I hope all my ocders are doing better.
Well, I have been selected to be in this really awesome musical at my college! I am so excited about it because it is my very first play and I am finally having fun in college and making friends from it. Lately, I have been praying to GOD asking him whether or not I should be in this musical, it is a little risque but it isn't that bad it is really more humorous. I have been completely obesseing because I keep thinking "well what if GOD doesn't want me to be in it, I can't be in it", and I feel that I have accidently sworn my play away. Now, I just keep praying to GOD that he will tone it down so I can be comfortable with it but I still can't shake the thought that I may have already promised my play away and that I can't get it back. I am actually ok with it now but I can't shake the thought. I don't know if this is my OCD acting up again and I just want to do this play so bad.
Well, I have been selected to be in this really awesome musical at my college! I am so excited about it because it is my very first play and I am finally having fun in college and making friends from it. Lately, I have been praying to GOD asking him whether or not I should be in this musical, it is a little risque but it isn't that bad it is really more humorous. I have been completely obesseing because I keep thinking "well what if GOD doesn't want me to be in it, I can't be in it", and I feel that I have accidently sworn my play away. Now, I just keep praying to GOD that he will tone it down so I can be comfortable with it but I still can't shake the thought that I may have already promised my play away and that I can't get it back. I am actually ok with it now but I can't shake the thought. I don't know if this is my OCD acting up again and I just want to do this play so bad.