Dead to the World
I wish I could die, so I can fly, fly away like an angel in the sky
. To much pain, too much worries and stress. I lay here alone, waiting and waiting for someone to give me hope. I sit and mope and my ex thinks I am a dope. I thought I had it all, but the world is small. When I thought I was tall, I asked a girl to marry me, can't see you that part of me gone. She left and walked out on me. I am dead to this world, I wish I could jump off the bridge and be picked up by an angel. I walk this earth like an outsider, and a fighter. I get hurt my lyers who tell me I love you and end up hurting me. I sit there and wish that someone can hold me and love me. I have no life, I have no future. I wish I could scare up my face and when I taste my tears. I am looking down at the world from a bulidng, should I jump? Where do I go from here? 
I've been hurt to many times, and I put on a mask that makes people think I am fine. My heart is shattered and I've been battered. I walk staggered and fall,I am dead to the world, I am shadow walking through the streets. People think I am a freak or perhaps a geek. Does anyone see me?
I wish I could die, so I can fly, fly away like an angel in the sky
. To much pain, too much worries and stress. I lay here alone, waiting and waiting for someone to give me hope. I sit and mope and my ex thinks I am a dope. I thought I had it all, but the world is small. When I thought I was tall, I asked a girl to marry me, can't see you that part of me gone. She left and walked out on me. I am dead to this world, I wish I could jump off the bridge and be picked up by an angel. I walk this earth like an outsider, and a fighter. I get hurt my lyers who tell me I love you and end up hurting me. I sit there and wish that someone can hold me and love me. I have no life, I have no future. I wish I could scare up my face and when I taste my tears. I am looking down at the world from a bulidng, should I jump? Where do I go from here? I've been hurt to many times, and I put on a mask that makes people think I am fine. My heart is shattered and I've been battered. I walk staggered and fall,I am dead to the world, I am shadow walking through the streets. People think I am a freak or perhaps a geek. Does anyone see me?
and not wake up. I am so nuts for feeling sad because I've done something bad. I hurt my dad and told him "you are not my father." so why bother? He is never home, he might as well put me in a stone. I feel alone and I hear the phone 
It is my cousin, she gave me hope and gave me peace. We had a feast and she set me free. She is so sweet and friendly, and she is always there even when I feel noone cares, she is by my side and and Thank God every minute of my life. She is so precious and so holy, 
and she isn't afraid to hold me.
good for your cousin 
