Hello, my name is not important, and when I was just 10 years old I accepted Jesus as my lord and savior. At that point in time I was young and really didnt know better. I was basically spoon fed religion from a pretty young age. Went to church every Sunday, went to Sunday School and all that wonderful stuff. Right up til the time I was a about 15 or 16 I started thinking. Is there a God? I am now 31 years of age and the answer to my question has never been answered. Personally I do not believe there is a god. I have never seen actual proof that he exists.
I have watched many documentaries, read books including the Bible on this subject, and still I am no closer to my answer. I have no sworn off religion all together, but I just am not buying the whole story. I would love nothing more than to be proven wrong. I want there to be a God. I want to know that this life actually means something and that there is something to look forward to after this life. However the truth of the matter is there may not be a god. I know Im going to get a lot of people saying YES THERE IS, and give me all this so called proof that is in the Bible, and try and give me some lame example of Gods existence. Now dont get me wrong here. I think religion is a great thing. It gives people comfort. It sets people at ease. Gives them hope, and there is absolutely nothing wrong with that at all. As a matter of fact I encourage that. The problem I have is there are so many inconsistencies, and contradictions that it makes it so hard for myself to believe.
The best place for me to start is at the very very beginning I guess. Science VS religion. Science says everything began with the Big Bang and everything started from nothing. Well religion, well Christianity says the same sort of thing, with its own little twist. God was there in the beginning and he created it all. Uhhhhhh ..Ok, well if there was nothing like it says in the Bible, how was god there? Recently Mr Steven Hawking pretty much the smartest man on the planet says this is impossible. At the point of the big bang there was nothing at all, not even time existed, and nothing could exist before time. Which makes sense in a Steven Hawking kind of way. However this also makes sense to me. If there was nothing in the beginning then nothing existed, not even god. Now thats not to say that at the point of the big bang that all matter was created, and it is quite possible that GOD may have been the very first being ever created. Possible yes but I am still not convinced there is a god. I do firmly believe that there is an after life. A lot of you are probably saying he doesnt believe in god but he believes in and after life? Well I look at it this way. According to science we all possess energy within our bodys, and according to science energy has a half life. Meaning it never really dissipates. My second thought on this is our memories. We all have them, and I think we bring them into the after life with us. If we did not retain any memories after death then the life we live would not only be pointless but we would not be self aware. We would have no conscious knowledge of ever being alive. In other words we would have never even known we existed.
Basic science has already proved the Bible and Christianity wrong. How, you might ask? The speed of light. We are all taught that light travels at a fixed rate of speed. That it takes 8 Minutes for the suns light to travel to the earth. All those beautiful star we see at night, most of them are thousands of thousands of light years away. Meaning its taken that light thousands and thousands of years if not longer to reach our planet. However according to the bible and Christians the earth is only something like 6000 years old. That makes no sense at all. Not one bit. I mean something simple like that doesnt exactly prove that there is no god, but it does contradict what the bible says and what Christianity says.
The bible is a good book, lots of interesting STORIES in it. Yes I say stories because that is what it is. It is a book written BY MAN, not by god, but my men. That say they were instructed by god and that it is the word of god. Ummmm, no. Again it was written by humans, a long time ago. You know what we think of people today that say they see god, or are in communication with god .. We call them Crazy, and most times put them on medication and lock them away from society, in mental institutes. However back in the day they were known as profits. Interesting Huh?
In the grand scheme of things people are going to believe what they want to believe. Thats perfectly fine. Again I dont see anything wrong with believing in god. It is a good thing, religion is a somewhat good thing. I say somewhat because there are many different religions and, religion it self have been responsible for more deaths and sacrifices on this planet than all the wars ever fought. For a person to believe in god, and read the bible and follow its message is not a bad thing. For the most part it keeps the human race under control, keeps them in fear that if they dont do what the bible says that they are going to hell. So again I say its not a bad thing that Christianity exists. Most of the religions that I have heard about all pretty much say the same thing with there own little twist of course. The basic message is be good or be punished. Interesting huh? Theres another interesting story along those lines too. Its a story of a fat guy that is watching us 24/7 and has a list of all the good little boys and girls and if your good you are rewarded, if you are bad you are not rewarded. Sounds kind of familure doesnt it? Its a great story and for the most part, not always, but it seems to keep children from being really bad especially during the month of December, but we all grew up and realized that Santa isnt real. Just like God. Christianity is just the adult version of Santa Clause. Yes I know the whole Idea of Santa was invented or thought up long after the story of Jesus, Im just saying there rather similar.
There is another thing that bothers me quite a bit, and that is all these Christians that believe in God so blindly and so strongly, they actually believe that god/Jesus controls there life. I hear it all the time. God gave me the strength to get off drugs. God gave me the power to overcome my fears. God helped me get that job I have wanted. GOD GOD GOD. I have news for you people. God did not do a damn thing. YOU DID!!!!!!!! You decided to get off drugs. You were the one that decided to get off you lazy butt and get that job, and You alone conquered your fears. Another thing people say a lot when things go good or bad. It was gods will. REALLY? So it was gods will, to see that bus full of handicap children fly off the road and crash? It was gods will to give the nicest person you know cancer. Its gods will that some child is being raped and molested right now in some part of the world? Does that really what helps you sleep at night? Really? Come on people, get with the program. There is no God, if there was he would not allow such horrible things to happen. Especially one that says he loves everyone. Oh right, my mistake all those bad things that happen in the world are because of Satan. Thats right because when things go so wrong with our lives we dont want to ever blame our selfs or the sick bastard that rapes children, we would rather blame the devil. Which brings me to my second point on the subject of gods will and divine plan. If there was this almighty plan, and everything has already been pre determined how as a person do we even have free will. I mean if god knows what we are going to and its already been written. Then we dont really have a choice. God made the choice for us. Nope There was and is no device plan nothing is pre determined, and we all have free will. We all make our own choices in life, NOT GOD!
The thing really that gets me is that God is supposed to be all powerful, all knowing all loving. If he knew that we were all sinners and and such bad people, that we needed saving. Why would he even bother creating us at all. I mean seriously think about the logic there. What is this some kind of sick joke? God created us and knew all along that we are sinners. He gave us free will, he gave us self awareness and the ability to do bad things. Again I ask, WHY. Why would someone that says they love us do something so sinister. This to me does not sound like a being that loves us. Its rather sloppy work in my opinion. I mean for a all powerful all loving and all knowing GOD. I know exactly what you are thinking though. Thats the meaning of life. Thats what god wanted right. For all of us to be sinners. Repent our sins, accept god, do good on this planet and then we are rewarded by going to heaven and living for ever in paradise right? Well if he loved us so much why not cut out the middle man all together and allow us to have always lived happily, and with god. Why bother with the pain and suffering? It just does not make any sense to do that to someone you love.
To be completely honest with you though, I really want to believe there is a god. It would be nice to know that this isnt all there is. To all those that believe, I envy you. It must be an amazing feeling to think that you are going to hevan. I just hope your right.
[FONT="]I could go on and on and on about this but I think I have made my point. [/FONT]
I have watched many documentaries, read books including the Bible on this subject, and still I am no closer to my answer. I have no sworn off religion all together, but I just am not buying the whole story. I would love nothing more than to be proven wrong. I want there to be a God. I want to know that this life actually means something and that there is something to look forward to after this life. However the truth of the matter is there may not be a god. I know Im going to get a lot of people saying YES THERE IS, and give me all this so called proof that is in the Bible, and try and give me some lame example of Gods existence. Now dont get me wrong here. I think religion is a great thing. It gives people comfort. It sets people at ease. Gives them hope, and there is absolutely nothing wrong with that at all. As a matter of fact I encourage that. The problem I have is there are so many inconsistencies, and contradictions that it makes it so hard for myself to believe.
The best place for me to start is at the very very beginning I guess. Science VS religion. Science says everything began with the Big Bang and everything started from nothing. Well religion, well Christianity says the same sort of thing, with its own little twist. God was there in the beginning and he created it all. Uhhhhhh ..Ok, well if there was nothing like it says in the Bible, how was god there? Recently Mr Steven Hawking pretty much the smartest man on the planet says this is impossible. At the point of the big bang there was nothing at all, not even time existed, and nothing could exist before time. Which makes sense in a Steven Hawking kind of way. However this also makes sense to me. If there was nothing in the beginning then nothing existed, not even god. Now thats not to say that at the point of the big bang that all matter was created, and it is quite possible that GOD may have been the very first being ever created. Possible yes but I am still not convinced there is a god. I do firmly believe that there is an after life. A lot of you are probably saying he doesnt believe in god but he believes in and after life? Well I look at it this way. According to science we all possess energy within our bodys, and according to science energy has a half life. Meaning it never really dissipates. My second thought on this is our memories. We all have them, and I think we bring them into the after life with us. If we did not retain any memories after death then the life we live would not only be pointless but we would not be self aware. We would have no conscious knowledge of ever being alive. In other words we would have never even known we existed.
Basic science has already proved the Bible and Christianity wrong. How, you might ask? The speed of light. We are all taught that light travels at a fixed rate of speed. That it takes 8 Minutes for the suns light to travel to the earth. All those beautiful star we see at night, most of them are thousands of thousands of light years away. Meaning its taken that light thousands and thousands of years if not longer to reach our planet. However according to the bible and Christians the earth is only something like 6000 years old. That makes no sense at all. Not one bit. I mean something simple like that doesnt exactly prove that there is no god, but it does contradict what the bible says and what Christianity says.
The bible is a good book, lots of interesting STORIES in it. Yes I say stories because that is what it is. It is a book written BY MAN, not by god, but my men. That say they were instructed by god and that it is the word of god. Ummmm, no. Again it was written by humans, a long time ago. You know what we think of people today that say they see god, or are in communication with god .. We call them Crazy, and most times put them on medication and lock them away from society, in mental institutes. However back in the day they were known as profits. Interesting Huh?
In the grand scheme of things people are going to believe what they want to believe. Thats perfectly fine. Again I dont see anything wrong with believing in god. It is a good thing, religion is a somewhat good thing. I say somewhat because there are many different religions and, religion it self have been responsible for more deaths and sacrifices on this planet than all the wars ever fought. For a person to believe in god, and read the bible and follow its message is not a bad thing. For the most part it keeps the human race under control, keeps them in fear that if they dont do what the bible says that they are going to hell. So again I say its not a bad thing that Christianity exists. Most of the religions that I have heard about all pretty much say the same thing with there own little twist of course. The basic message is be good or be punished. Interesting huh? Theres another interesting story along those lines too. Its a story of a fat guy that is watching us 24/7 and has a list of all the good little boys and girls and if your good you are rewarded, if you are bad you are not rewarded. Sounds kind of familure doesnt it? Its a great story and for the most part, not always, but it seems to keep children from being really bad especially during the month of December, but we all grew up and realized that Santa isnt real. Just like God. Christianity is just the adult version of Santa Clause. Yes I know the whole Idea of Santa was invented or thought up long after the story of Jesus, Im just saying there rather similar.
There is another thing that bothers me quite a bit, and that is all these Christians that believe in God so blindly and so strongly, they actually believe that god/Jesus controls there life. I hear it all the time. God gave me the strength to get off drugs. God gave me the power to overcome my fears. God helped me get that job I have wanted. GOD GOD GOD. I have news for you people. God did not do a damn thing. YOU DID!!!!!!!! You decided to get off drugs. You were the one that decided to get off you lazy butt and get that job, and You alone conquered your fears. Another thing people say a lot when things go good or bad. It was gods will. REALLY? So it was gods will, to see that bus full of handicap children fly off the road and crash? It was gods will to give the nicest person you know cancer. Its gods will that some child is being raped and molested right now in some part of the world? Does that really what helps you sleep at night? Really? Come on people, get with the program. There is no God, if there was he would not allow such horrible things to happen. Especially one that says he loves everyone. Oh right, my mistake all those bad things that happen in the world are because of Satan. Thats right because when things go so wrong with our lives we dont want to ever blame our selfs or the sick bastard that rapes children, we would rather blame the devil. Which brings me to my second point on the subject of gods will and divine plan. If there was this almighty plan, and everything has already been pre determined how as a person do we even have free will. I mean if god knows what we are going to and its already been written. Then we dont really have a choice. God made the choice for us. Nope There was and is no device plan nothing is pre determined, and we all have free will. We all make our own choices in life, NOT GOD!
The thing really that gets me is that God is supposed to be all powerful, all knowing all loving. If he knew that we were all sinners and and such bad people, that we needed saving. Why would he even bother creating us at all. I mean seriously think about the logic there. What is this some kind of sick joke? God created us and knew all along that we are sinners. He gave us free will, he gave us self awareness and the ability to do bad things. Again I ask, WHY. Why would someone that says they love us do something so sinister. This to me does not sound like a being that loves us. Its rather sloppy work in my opinion. I mean for a all powerful all loving and all knowing GOD. I know exactly what you are thinking though. Thats the meaning of life. Thats what god wanted right. For all of us to be sinners. Repent our sins, accept god, do good on this planet and then we are rewarded by going to heaven and living for ever in paradise right? Well if he loved us so much why not cut out the middle man all together and allow us to have always lived happily, and with god. Why bother with the pain and suffering? It just does not make any sense to do that to someone you love.
To be completely honest with you though, I really want to believe there is a god. It would be nice to know that this isnt all there is. To all those that believe, I envy you. It must be an amazing feeling to think that you are going to hevan. I just hope your right.
[FONT="]I could go on and on and on about this but I think I have made my point. [/FONT]