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First I would like to thank the Father for everything he has done for me and for the sacrifice of his son Jesus for us, all glory goes to the Father up in heaven. I want to share this as inspiration and to give hope to people in midst of trouble.
My life before Christ?
Before I came to Christ I was a catholic I grew up a catholic I was inspired by the movie Son of God I thought it was a great movie, but somewhere along the way I knew I didnt want to be a catholic. If you asked me then I would have told you I want to be a regular Christian because I did not understand the whole denomination thing at that time. Somewhere in that time because the catholic churches teaches that you can pray thru the saints and to the angel's I fell into the occult and got into angel tarot/numerology and numbers. And before you know it over time I was living all over the place and eventually away from my family. I was eventually trying to make a living with my father who was never there for me growing up, unfortunately he grew up in the hood and he is a hard drug user so I was getting into that with my father, I ended up being a heavy marijuana user for a couple years. First i would like to clear this up. My father never wanted me around the drugs but I was going thru trauma at the time so I gave him a hard time about being with him all the time and that's how it arrived to that. Eventually with the drugs he was using everything backfired when he found a women. one night he took off with her and decided he didnt want nothing to do with me and wouldn't answer the phone to me anymore. I found myself back my at my aunts house heart broken, and then 2 weeks later I found in a relationship with a women who was already married. We both didnt have our own place and had things we been thru, we clicked really good right away. After talking on the phone with her alot and hanging out with her a lot I got engaged to her 3 months into the relationship and then about a couple months later we ended up getting our own apartment together. We had plans to for her to get divorced so I could get remarried to her.
How I came to Christ?
One night I was participating in one of my occultic activities and I remember it clear to this day I had invited a demonic being onto my body. It was like an on switch a high pitched frequency sound entered my body and my body chemistry changed and I was more anxious than I normally was. I called a local church the next day and told him what happened and he told me unfortunately demonic forces are real and the further I go with it the more consequences there were. And we met up and prayed to God and from then on I stopped participating in the occult and I started going to church every Sunday and going to bible study every week and I asked Jesus to come into my life.
My life after I came to Christ?
I stopped using drugs and participating in the occult but one problem still remained. It took me 2 years to get out of adultery because I struggled between true and false doctrine about divorce and remarriage. I'm a sola scripture guy and dont believe in following doctrines made up by man's assumption but some churches would say we could get remarried. So we would have arguments back an fourth over what I believed in over what churches would say. Other problems remained in the relationship aswell she was very controlling and manipulative and narcissistic and gave me no space so it was a very toxic relationship and I went thru a domestic with her. Physical abuse wasn't a thing in the relationship but in the 2 years I was with her I just had enough one week back in August 2019 and slapped her for it, not knowing the domestic laws I got myself arrested when I called and told them she wouldn't let me leave the house. We had a no contact order so I was away from her for about 3 weeks and then we got back together and got the no contact order dropped. That was when the Lord reached out to me and let me know that if I stayed with her I would not inherit the kingdom of God. I remember I read the revelation about adulters on my phone and then the revelation kept appearing in the most awkward places for about a few days and I prayed about it and it stopped appearing everywhere. And that's when Lord started working with me to squash this mess. And thru listening to the Lord it is now 7 months later and I am now fully delivered from the demonic realm and have my body back to myself now and I live back where I was before I got into this mess, I am not with the lady anymore. It wasn't an easy battle I would wake up from time to time with random bruises and scratches on me and nobody would believe me that I had demons after me except for the churches that I told. I was also held in bondage with her she could not find a place to live when I was trying to break up with her until after the demons of adultery were casted away from me. I look back and realize how the devil wanted to pierce me from the heart and destroy me mentally. I am a very soft loving guy and abuse was never my thing I only had that problem when I was with her. I am now doing better mentally and I am back to being myself.
I would like to conclude that deliverance starts with discernment of the truth before you get your deliverance. I would also like to say that if anyone reading this if your experiencing demonic problems, dont panic if you cant find a deliverance minister near you. I didnt have one, the Lord will find a way for you to be delivered. (Psalms 91) you just have to trust in him and be patient, it can be a scary ride but we must put all our trust in the father.
What am I doing with my life now?
Not to sure to be honest I have only been with my family for 2 weeks now so I am trying to figure out what to do with my life now. I pray that the Lord will use my testimony to change people's lives. I am thinking about starting a podcast about the dangers of the occult.
My life before Christ?
Before I came to Christ I was a catholic I grew up a catholic I was inspired by the movie Son of God I thought it was a great movie, but somewhere along the way I knew I didnt want to be a catholic. If you asked me then I would have told you I want to be a regular Christian because I did not understand the whole denomination thing at that time. Somewhere in that time because the catholic churches teaches that you can pray thru the saints and to the angel's I fell into the occult and got into angel tarot/numerology and numbers. And before you know it over time I was living all over the place and eventually away from my family. I was eventually trying to make a living with my father who was never there for me growing up, unfortunately he grew up in the hood and he is a hard drug user so I was getting into that with my father, I ended up being a heavy marijuana user for a couple years. First i would like to clear this up. My father never wanted me around the drugs but I was going thru trauma at the time so I gave him a hard time about being with him all the time and that's how it arrived to that. Eventually with the drugs he was using everything backfired when he found a women. one night he took off with her and decided he didnt want nothing to do with me and wouldn't answer the phone to me anymore. I found myself back my at my aunts house heart broken, and then 2 weeks later I found in a relationship with a women who was already married. We both didnt have our own place and had things we been thru, we clicked really good right away. After talking on the phone with her alot and hanging out with her a lot I got engaged to her 3 months into the relationship and then about a couple months later we ended up getting our own apartment together. We had plans to for her to get divorced so I could get remarried to her.
How I came to Christ?
One night I was participating in one of my occultic activities and I remember it clear to this day I had invited a demonic being onto my body. It was like an on switch a high pitched frequency sound entered my body and my body chemistry changed and I was more anxious than I normally was. I called a local church the next day and told him what happened and he told me unfortunately demonic forces are real and the further I go with it the more consequences there were. And we met up and prayed to God and from then on I stopped participating in the occult and I started going to church every Sunday and going to bible study every week and I asked Jesus to come into my life.
My life after I came to Christ?
I stopped using drugs and participating in the occult but one problem still remained. It took me 2 years to get out of adultery because I struggled between true and false doctrine about divorce and remarriage. I'm a sola scripture guy and dont believe in following doctrines made up by man's assumption but some churches would say we could get remarried. So we would have arguments back an fourth over what I believed in over what churches would say. Other problems remained in the relationship aswell she was very controlling and manipulative and narcissistic and gave me no space so it was a very toxic relationship and I went thru a domestic with her. Physical abuse wasn't a thing in the relationship but in the 2 years I was with her I just had enough one week back in August 2019 and slapped her for it, not knowing the domestic laws I got myself arrested when I called and told them she wouldn't let me leave the house. We had a no contact order so I was away from her for about 3 weeks and then we got back together and got the no contact order dropped. That was when the Lord reached out to me and let me know that if I stayed with her I would not inherit the kingdom of God. I remember I read the revelation about adulters on my phone and then the revelation kept appearing in the most awkward places for about a few days and I prayed about it and it stopped appearing everywhere. And that's when Lord started working with me to squash this mess. And thru listening to the Lord it is now 7 months later and I am now fully delivered from the demonic realm and have my body back to myself now and I live back where I was before I got into this mess, I am not with the lady anymore. It wasn't an easy battle I would wake up from time to time with random bruises and scratches on me and nobody would believe me that I had demons after me except for the churches that I told. I was also held in bondage with her she could not find a place to live when I was trying to break up with her until after the demons of adultery were casted away from me. I look back and realize how the devil wanted to pierce me from the heart and destroy me mentally. I am a very soft loving guy and abuse was never my thing I only had that problem when I was with her. I am now doing better mentally and I am back to being myself.
I would like to conclude that deliverance starts with discernment of the truth before you get your deliverance. I would also like to say that if anyone reading this if your experiencing demonic problems, dont panic if you cant find a deliverance minister near you. I didnt have one, the Lord will find a way for you to be delivered. (Psalms 91) you just have to trust in him and be patient, it can be a scary ride but we must put all our trust in the father.
What am I doing with my life now?
Not to sure to be honest I have only been with my family for 2 weeks now so I am trying to figure out what to do with my life now. I pray that the Lord will use my testimony to change people's lives. I am thinking about starting a podcast about the dangers of the occult.
