i might as well get this off my chest...-sighs-
This happened on a saturday of last month, i was layin on my bed and watchin tv and as i lay there and readin the bible since i rested with the bible in my hand cuz i felt that was the safest way i could feel peace in my room, and i began to feel really weak like the enemy was puttin a huge attack on me and i felt like i sunk below the earth and was experiencing hell, everything got kinda dim but i could still see then my hearing kinda deafened and time stood still and i'm feelin pain and anger and no peace at all then i'm prayin to God to help me and as i'm holdin the Bible my hands begin to shake and it drops to the ground i pick it up and the tremblin of my hands make it drop to the ground again, it's like the enemy didn't want me to read that again, then i'm startin to get really scared and i'm fighting as hard as i can to fight these heaviness like drowin my spirit and then i feel a warmth come over me and i knew that was God and he filled me so much love and peace i was in ecstasy pretty much and i slept so much better and i also noticed my room before had that sense of evil in it it felt really peaceful and some parts of my room were even brighter then before. Ever since then my life has been changed and my mind and thought patterns are on Jesus and him only and if i feel depressed and this has worked since he stenghthens me and basically pushes me to readin the Bible again and gettin as much Word in as i possibly can which wil i will continue to do no matter how much of a fight i have to endure. I WILL SUCCEED AND NEVER GIVE UP AGAIN!
This happened on a saturday of last month, i was layin on my bed and watchin tv and as i lay there and readin the bible since i rested with the bible in my hand cuz i felt that was the safest way i could feel peace in my room, and i began to feel really weak like the enemy was puttin a huge attack on me and i felt like i sunk below the earth and was experiencing hell, everything got kinda dim but i could still see then my hearing kinda deafened and time stood still and i'm feelin pain and anger and no peace at all then i'm prayin to God to help me and as i'm holdin the Bible my hands begin to shake and it drops to the ground i pick it up and the tremblin of my hands make it drop to the ground again, it's like the enemy didn't want me to read that again, then i'm startin to get really scared and i'm fighting as hard as i can to fight these heaviness like drowin my spirit and then i feel a warmth come over me and i knew that was God and he filled me so much love and peace i was in ecstasy pretty much and i slept so much better and i also noticed my room before had that sense of evil in it it felt really peaceful and some parts of my room were even brighter then before. Ever since then my life has been changed and my mind and thought patterns are on Jesus and him only and if i feel depressed and this has worked since he stenghthens me and basically pushes me to readin the Bible again and gettin as much Word in as i possibly can which wil i will continue to do no matter how much of a fight i have to endure. I WILL SUCCEED AND NEVER GIVE UP AGAIN!
