Hello everyone, here i would like to tell my testimony for which I firmly believe that Jesus Christ is our lord and savior thank you. Praise God and treat others as you would like to be treated, even if hey hiss and snarl at you no better then a pack of hungry wolves. God loves your courage and passion to be sweet and kind for him, there is no room for the violent man in god's kingdom and I pray that We may all enter one day, Amen.
MY testimony starts out with sin and tragedy but i have studied the many aspects of my personal life which has concluded me to believe in god, Jesus Christ as our savior and the one who gives us the forgiveness of sin. I personally believe god has much bigger plans for me as i am only 19 years of age. Anyhow
My mother and father met in a rehab, my father for alcohol, my mother for cocaine. My mother wanted forgiveness for her sins but little did she know she would meet my father, she was raised in a christian home with no brothers, only sisters. Her mother was a very strict woman which in some case i don't know the entire story but i know that the strict level of my grandmother's caring caused my mother to get into drugs early and forget god.
My father was going to die unless he stopped drinking in which case he is still alive (thank god) he chose the right path by going to rehab. He grew up with 7 siblings in which his father was an abusive alcoholic coming home every weekend just to beat them, this caused my father to repeat the same cycle, but my father changed the path. You'll see what i mean later on. He becomes so righteous.
Well my father and mother got married and my mother got pregnant they have my sister, my fathers first daughter which he wanted, but my mother said no and put her up for adoption, I found out and met her later on. The second time my mother was pregnant she got an abortion.
Now I had to do a lot of prodding around to find out that my mother also killed my brother at 3 months. His name was to be Alexander.
So, Finally on April 21, 1993 at 3:00 a.m. I was brought into the world as Jacob. That day a wall plaque was put on my wall and it read "Jacob, the truthful one. He is a shield for all those who take refuge in him" I have lived by that word my entire life.
I grew up with my mother and father until i was 5, then they divorced. After the divorce my mother got natural custody over me which i would be staying with her for the next 3 years of my life. I was brought up to be a devout christian from age 3-8 but betrayal caused me to steer otherwise.
When i was living with my mother for the first couple months life was good, i would go to school, pray, visit my father on the weekends and didnt have a problem in the world. My mother was changing little did i know. Soon it became clear she was erratic. My mother started by telling doctors that i was uncontrollable, that i was too energetic, which my father clarified by stating "hes just being a kid" so at age 6 i started taking Ridilan which is a medication used to treat "ADD, or ADHD" This medication made me a "zombie" is the way i describe it. After the effects had gotten to me I was uncaring, forgetful, and sad. My mothers fury grew worse by the months, she began to beat me frequently for reasons unknown saying that i stole things from her, that i stole money. Remember now I'm 6, what would a six year old do with prescription pills, keys, money? hes a zombie who sits in his room.
Nevertheless up until i was eight years old my mother continued to abuse me and beat me, killing my puppy in front of me, throwing me down the cellar stairs. The injuries were noticeable and my father was outraged, he fought for 3 years to gain full custody of me. So that meant my father wanted me even before the abuse began, my hero.
Later my mother attempted suicide and I was given full custody to my dad. which he spent the next few years helping me become "normal"
School was no problem for me except in my high school years. I Came to the knowledge about my mother and what she really was, she was bipolar Schizophrenic and i hated her for it. I realized why she called me evil, because she saw a demon inside me and it drove her crazy. That's why she abused me so roughly. And in turn i blasphemised god in too many ways. I made so many claims how logic doesn't explain god. How i can prove there's no god. I agreed with evolution and said too many things that could of eternally condemned me if i hadn't of seen the error of my ways. In high school I got into many fights with people due to racism, hate and the other students lack of respect. Needless to say i was an athlete who excelled in 3 sports. Wrestling, soccer, and tennis.
Due to my current state of mind at this age i never believed one day i would be the christian i am right now.
A woman changed the way i viewed things, long story short a traumatic event happened, she died on the way to school. My first love at the age of 17 was killed on the way to school. I was crushed. Absolutely obliterated, i loved her like the sun loves the earth and i still do "god bless her soul"
So how did i handle this situation? I was blessed by god. After i found out she had died, i ran... I ran far away into the woods, the sun was just setting in the beginning of fall. I ran outta breathe and cried out in pain and agony. I ripped off my shirt and asked why, why!
On my knees crying i felt it! hands! resting on my shoulders, i was still and asked why several times.
A voice shouted at me like the roar of a lion it was loud, it pushed me forward and said "ALL IN TIME SHALL KINGDOM COME" turning around in complete fear nothing appeared before me but the setting sun, just ready to go out.
I ran home and told my father who did not believe me. I told my best friends and they didn't believe me. My heart cried out for an explanation. but every where i found none. Local priests i had went to suggested things for the events i had witnessed but all in all i dont feel like they understood my story.
Ever since that day i had to research and research evidence of my original god, Jesus Christ. It was time i stopped going against god and start praising his name again. In turn i have felt god all around me and every time i feel the sun shine upon me i know he is there! The evidence of God is in the sky, something so beautiful does not happen naturally over time we can use a law of physics to prove this The Law of Entropy: Everything becomes more chaotic over time, or gradually worse over time.
This explains how we were created i have done plenty of research to come to a conclusion of my testimony. The only one i Believe is that it was god. Thank you readers, i hope my story helps some of you in believing in our lord Jesus <3
If there's any more to the story i didn't clarify or you want to know more about please feel free to add me or message me.
MY testimony starts out with sin and tragedy but i have studied the many aspects of my personal life which has concluded me to believe in god, Jesus Christ as our savior and the one who gives us the forgiveness of sin. I personally believe god has much bigger plans for me as i am only 19 years of age. Anyhow
My mother and father met in a rehab, my father for alcohol, my mother for cocaine. My mother wanted forgiveness for her sins but little did she know she would meet my father, she was raised in a christian home with no brothers, only sisters. Her mother was a very strict woman which in some case i don't know the entire story but i know that the strict level of my grandmother's caring caused my mother to get into drugs early and forget god.
My father was going to die unless he stopped drinking in which case he is still alive (thank god) he chose the right path by going to rehab. He grew up with 7 siblings in which his father was an abusive alcoholic coming home every weekend just to beat them, this caused my father to repeat the same cycle, but my father changed the path. You'll see what i mean later on. He becomes so righteous.
Well my father and mother got married and my mother got pregnant they have my sister, my fathers first daughter which he wanted, but my mother said no and put her up for adoption, I found out and met her later on. The second time my mother was pregnant she got an abortion.
Now I had to do a lot of prodding around to find out that my mother also killed my brother at 3 months. His name was to be Alexander.
So, Finally on April 21, 1993 at 3:00 a.m. I was brought into the world as Jacob. That day a wall plaque was put on my wall and it read "Jacob, the truthful one. He is a shield for all those who take refuge in him" I have lived by that word my entire life.
I grew up with my mother and father until i was 5, then they divorced. After the divorce my mother got natural custody over me which i would be staying with her for the next 3 years of my life. I was brought up to be a devout christian from age 3-8 but betrayal caused me to steer otherwise.
When i was living with my mother for the first couple months life was good, i would go to school, pray, visit my father on the weekends and didnt have a problem in the world. My mother was changing little did i know. Soon it became clear she was erratic. My mother started by telling doctors that i was uncontrollable, that i was too energetic, which my father clarified by stating "hes just being a kid" so at age 6 i started taking Ridilan which is a medication used to treat "ADD, or ADHD" This medication made me a "zombie" is the way i describe it. After the effects had gotten to me I was uncaring, forgetful, and sad. My mothers fury grew worse by the months, she began to beat me frequently for reasons unknown saying that i stole things from her, that i stole money. Remember now I'm 6, what would a six year old do with prescription pills, keys, money? hes a zombie who sits in his room.
Nevertheless up until i was eight years old my mother continued to abuse me and beat me, killing my puppy in front of me, throwing me down the cellar stairs. The injuries were noticeable and my father was outraged, he fought for 3 years to gain full custody of me. So that meant my father wanted me even before the abuse began, my hero.
Later my mother attempted suicide and I was given full custody to my dad. which he spent the next few years helping me become "normal"
School was no problem for me except in my high school years. I Came to the knowledge about my mother and what she really was, she was bipolar Schizophrenic and i hated her for it. I realized why she called me evil, because she saw a demon inside me and it drove her crazy. That's why she abused me so roughly. And in turn i blasphemised god in too many ways. I made so many claims how logic doesn't explain god. How i can prove there's no god. I agreed with evolution and said too many things that could of eternally condemned me if i hadn't of seen the error of my ways. In high school I got into many fights with people due to racism, hate and the other students lack of respect. Needless to say i was an athlete who excelled in 3 sports. Wrestling, soccer, and tennis.
Due to my current state of mind at this age i never believed one day i would be the christian i am right now.
A woman changed the way i viewed things, long story short a traumatic event happened, she died on the way to school. My first love at the age of 17 was killed on the way to school. I was crushed. Absolutely obliterated, i loved her like the sun loves the earth and i still do "god bless her soul"
So how did i handle this situation? I was blessed by god. After i found out she had died, i ran... I ran far away into the woods, the sun was just setting in the beginning of fall. I ran outta breathe and cried out in pain and agony. I ripped off my shirt and asked why, why!
On my knees crying i felt it! hands! resting on my shoulders, i was still and asked why several times.
A voice shouted at me like the roar of a lion it was loud, it pushed me forward and said "ALL IN TIME SHALL KINGDOM COME" turning around in complete fear nothing appeared before me but the setting sun, just ready to go out.
I ran home and told my father who did not believe me. I told my best friends and they didn't believe me. My heart cried out for an explanation. but every where i found none. Local priests i had went to suggested things for the events i had witnessed but all in all i dont feel like they understood my story.
Ever since that day i had to research and research evidence of my original god, Jesus Christ. It was time i stopped going against god and start praising his name again. In turn i have felt god all around me and every time i feel the sun shine upon me i know he is there! The evidence of God is in the sky, something so beautiful does not happen naturally over time we can use a law of physics to prove this The Law of Entropy: Everything becomes more chaotic over time, or gradually worse over time.
This explains how we were created i have done plenty of research to come to a conclusion of my testimony. The only one i Believe is that it was god. Thank you readers, i hope my story helps some of you in believing in our lord Jesus <3
If there's any more to the story i didn't clarify or you want to know more about please feel free to add me or message me.
