I am 21 years old. I gave my life to the Lord Jesus Christ on the 26th of July 2006. I am putting this together now on the 15th April 2007. Some of the stuff is copy/paste from other places where I have written these things. This is my testament of the Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ of Nazerath, Son of the Most High God. And how He has saved me, and made things known to me.
Ok well, the events in this article(between the ) that I wrote took place on the 23th of July 2006, and I wrote this on the 28th or 29th, cant remember. Please bear with me, as it is a long read. I have made some comments to my own writing as some revelations occurred to me over the months that followed.
"""I want to first start off by saying that I didn't go to church for a long time and didn't really believe in the Lord Almighty. But something happened to me that has changed my life, and I want to tell everyone else about it.
Basically, on Sunday night. Somehow I invoked the devil and it went inside of me. He told me that this happened to me because I turned my back on God and didn't accept Jesus Christ as my Saviour. Now on Monday night, this is where my experience might sound really whack, but it did happen! As I was lying in my bed, I could hear these voices in the distant. They sounded like children singing. Then I knew that they were Angels sent by God. They told me that I must never drink, smoke and do anymore drugs. They then told me that I must do something within the next 6 months of my life, I couldn't just sit at home and do nothing. So I asked them what should I do, they replied "anything you want". They then told me that there was a demon inside of me and that they were going to get it out. I was wide awake, not on any drugs of any kind, this is all real and did happen. As I was exhaling, I heard what sounded like a beast breathing, as I then inhaled, I heard these people saying "go away". This went on for about 5 minutes. Then they Angels told me not to shout out, so I just lay in my bed still. I then felt like what I can only describe as a lazer beam, it was making like a square formation on the back of my head. Then the Angels told me that it was out of me and that I must lay still and not look up or to my right. So I just lay there. I heard like this crackling sound, floating above me and to the side of me, they said it was the demon. They kept on saying it was going to the shower in my parents room and it was coming back to my room. Now I'm pretty sure that they told me to look to the right of me, but couldn't really hear them anymore, sounded like they were getting softer and softer.
As this happened, I felt something enter my body. It felt like pins and needles starting from my feet and going up my legs. At this moment, there was another voice in my head. He said he was Michael the Archangel. Now as you can imagine, this sounds crazy. But this is real! This is my testament bout the Lord God Almighty and the forces of darkness. Now Michael told me to go outside and I did so. He told me that I had to die because the demon inside of me was going to use weapons of mass destruction against the world. He told me that I had been saved. Now it was quite hard to listen to him as I had to try and keep my mind clear so I could hear him. He told me to back inside the house and get my cell phone and phone all my friends. I did so, the time was 3am. He told me I was going to die of a heart attack and that at first it would be painful, but it would be over. He told me to go and stand by the car and told me to tell my dad that he must get the car started and take me to the morgue in half n hour. As he was saying this, he kept on trying to count backwards from 10; this would be my final countdown as it were. But he kept on being interrupted by my parents. Now my parents were freaking out of course. They forced me back into the house. My dad took me down and I was forced to my living room floor. So as I lay there, Michael was telling me to look at my living room light. I did this. He told me that all the white spots I was seeing were all the Angels and that I could see the stair case going into Heaven. And I did see this. But it wasnt really like stairs; it was more like a spiral of white spots, like a slinky. He told me that out the corner of my eye, I could see a blue spot. He said this was him. And I did see these spots.
He kept on asking me if I was ready to die, and I said I was ready to die for the Lord. He said that that was one of the most amazing things a person could say. But now, my body was shaking because I was outside so long. Michael was telling me that if I didn't stop shaking, I would go into anaphylactic shock, and that it is not a nice way to go. So I asked my mom to lie on my legs to stop the shaking. But now, my dad was praying and telling me that it was the demon speaking to me, so I told him no it wasn't, I told him about the things I heard when I was breathing. My dad told me that no-one knows when we die, only the Lord God does. So then Michael gave me dates of when my parents and my brother would die. Now the whole time, he was trying to count backwards from 10, and kept on asking me if I was ready to die. And I said yes I was. But my parents kept on interrupting and he was saying that it was taking too long and that the portal was closing. By now he said that I wouldn't die that night, and that I must go and have a hot bath. So I did this. He then told me that we had to discuss how I would die, and that if I read a certain verse the next day, he would come and talk to me about how/when I would die. So I said ok. But now, the evil inside of me was starting to say 2 words over and over "beast and hell". Michael was telling me to stop thinking these words, as it would mean my death would be bloodier and unpleasant. I tried to control it but I was weak and couldn't. After a while he told me that I would not go to Heaven and that I would die within a week and not be saved. So of course I was pleeing with him to please give me a chance. He told me that if I could stop thinking those for a minute I would go up. Then it popped in. Then he said ok 2 minutes, and then it popped in. Eventually he said that if I could not think it for 6 hours I would go up. But I couldn't stop thinking it, he said that the devil was taking over my mind and there was nothing he could do anymore.
So right now I was freaking out. Because I didn't want eternal damnation. So then Michael left me, and the devil/demon has been in my head ever since and even now as I write this, it is still there. Anyway, my mom took me to the doctor and I told him about this. He prescribed pills to me. Now u must understand I was awake the whole night, I didn't sleep a blink. The things kept on telling me that I had to go to church and be saved and let Jesus Christ be my savior and confess that I was a sinner and ask him to forgive my sins. I did this. I went to church, spoke to a priest and told him everything that I have written here. So I accepted the Lord into my life, then he spoke in tongues, he was doing a casting out. As he was doing this, I felt these pins and needles going from my waist and going up and out. But I don't think they left my mind, as they still there. So they left my body, just not my head. After I spoke to the priest, I got baptized.
Ok so now people must think I have lost it, but I haven't. The thing is, Satan is fighting over me, whenever I chew or walk or do anything that makes a sound, like using my mouse wheel to scroll. It talks to me, it keeps on speaking lies about how I haven't been saved and in my head it cusses the Lord. So right now I am in a war. So please everyone, I am a testament to the Lord God, please accept Jesus Christ as your Saviour, for He is the truth and the light. No-one else can get into Heaven throughout the Lord. He is real, and so are the other evil things in this world. So please, if you are a Christian already, please pray for me and tell the devil and his minions to leave me alone. If you are not a Christian, I please ask you to change your sinful ways and accept the Lord Jesus Christ as your Savior."""
The following is going to be kept in chronological order. As things happen in my life. This will become a journal type of thing. The first few entries I am not sure of the dates of when I wrote them.
29th July 2006 My dad and I completed a course at our church, we were given a word of encouragement on a sheet of paper. I want to write here what the Lord spoke to me through this one woman. You are a Prince, a warrior in my Kingdom. Take up your position. Fight the good fight of faith I will strengthen you. I will equip you for the task. I have appointed to you the task I have called you to be a Priest in your household a leader a shepherd. Take Me by my promises you will not be disappointed. I am He who loves you. She then gave me a scripture as well. 1 Peter 2:9 But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvellous light;
4th March 2007 The bible is truly amazing, there were some things about what happened that night that didn't quite make sense, and just casual reading through the bible, came upon some verse. Now, what I'm trying to say is that I am very sure that the person speaking to me was not Michael the Archangel, but a demon of some sort. I say this because in 2 Corinthians 11:14-15 And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light. Therefore it is no great thing if his ministers also be transformed as the ministers of righteousness; whose end shall be according to their works.
And also in the book of Job, God has Satan on a leash, he cant do anything without Gods permission. So either way, whether it was Michael or a demon, the end result was still the same. I came to Christ and accepted Him as my Lord and Savior.
Every single night when I try and go to sleep, I hear this voice in my ears. When my heart beats, it speaks to me. Says all sorts of different things that I know are not of God. Sometimes during the day, it will just plonk this thought in my mind, or even when I pray! It says, "I deny the Holy Spirit!" Then it tells me that I thought it! I say nonsense, and then proceed to say aloud John 3:16 and Romans 10:9
Its truly amazing, God does answer prayers. For example, I stumbled upon this website where people record themselves and blaspheme the Holy Spirit. Christians will know what this means. So anyways, as I was reading what people had to do etc, I felt like something inside of me died.
So of course I was panicked about this, went to my IRC mentor. Told him what happened. So he told me that he read articles about what atheists had written etc, and told me if I didnt mean it, then nothing would happen. But I still wasnt convinced. So I prayed about it, and a few days later, while I was working. I got into the companies van, as soon as I got in, turned the ignition on. Now, when the ignition turned on, the radio came on. So, as I turned it on, this song started playing. Was the first time I ever heard this song. Lyrics were bout keep holding on, and staying strong. And soon as I heard this, I instantly knew it was God speaking to me. I did a little research later on, found out the song was by Avril Lavigne - Keep holding on. I would say listen to this song, and put yourself in my shoes, and you will see what I mean.
Ok well, the events in this article(between the ) that I wrote took place on the 23th of July 2006, and I wrote this on the 28th or 29th, cant remember. Please bear with me, as it is a long read. I have made some comments to my own writing as some revelations occurred to me over the months that followed.
"""I want to first start off by saying that I didn't go to church for a long time and didn't really believe in the Lord Almighty. But something happened to me that has changed my life, and I want to tell everyone else about it.
Basically, on Sunday night. Somehow I invoked the devil and it went inside of me. He told me that this happened to me because I turned my back on God and didn't accept Jesus Christ as my Saviour. Now on Monday night, this is where my experience might sound really whack, but it did happen! As I was lying in my bed, I could hear these voices in the distant. They sounded like children singing. Then I knew that they were Angels sent by God. They told me that I must never drink, smoke and do anymore drugs. They then told me that I must do something within the next 6 months of my life, I couldn't just sit at home and do nothing. So I asked them what should I do, they replied "anything you want". They then told me that there was a demon inside of me and that they were going to get it out. I was wide awake, not on any drugs of any kind, this is all real and did happen. As I was exhaling, I heard what sounded like a beast breathing, as I then inhaled, I heard these people saying "go away". This went on for about 5 minutes. Then they Angels told me not to shout out, so I just lay in my bed still. I then felt like what I can only describe as a lazer beam, it was making like a square formation on the back of my head. Then the Angels told me that it was out of me and that I must lay still and not look up or to my right. So I just lay there. I heard like this crackling sound, floating above me and to the side of me, they said it was the demon. They kept on saying it was going to the shower in my parents room and it was coming back to my room. Now I'm pretty sure that they told me to look to the right of me, but couldn't really hear them anymore, sounded like they were getting softer and softer.
As this happened, I felt something enter my body. It felt like pins and needles starting from my feet and going up my legs. At this moment, there was another voice in my head. He said he was Michael the Archangel. Now as you can imagine, this sounds crazy. But this is real! This is my testament bout the Lord God Almighty and the forces of darkness. Now Michael told me to go outside and I did so. He told me that I had to die because the demon inside of me was going to use weapons of mass destruction against the world. He told me that I had been saved. Now it was quite hard to listen to him as I had to try and keep my mind clear so I could hear him. He told me to back inside the house and get my cell phone and phone all my friends. I did so, the time was 3am. He told me I was going to die of a heart attack and that at first it would be painful, but it would be over. He told me to go and stand by the car and told me to tell my dad that he must get the car started and take me to the morgue in half n hour. As he was saying this, he kept on trying to count backwards from 10; this would be my final countdown as it were. But he kept on being interrupted by my parents. Now my parents were freaking out of course. They forced me back into the house. My dad took me down and I was forced to my living room floor. So as I lay there, Michael was telling me to look at my living room light. I did this. He told me that all the white spots I was seeing were all the Angels and that I could see the stair case going into Heaven. And I did see this. But it wasnt really like stairs; it was more like a spiral of white spots, like a slinky. He told me that out the corner of my eye, I could see a blue spot. He said this was him. And I did see these spots.
He kept on asking me if I was ready to die, and I said I was ready to die for the Lord. He said that that was one of the most amazing things a person could say. But now, my body was shaking because I was outside so long. Michael was telling me that if I didn't stop shaking, I would go into anaphylactic shock, and that it is not a nice way to go. So I asked my mom to lie on my legs to stop the shaking. But now, my dad was praying and telling me that it was the demon speaking to me, so I told him no it wasn't, I told him about the things I heard when I was breathing. My dad told me that no-one knows when we die, only the Lord God does. So then Michael gave me dates of when my parents and my brother would die. Now the whole time, he was trying to count backwards from 10, and kept on asking me if I was ready to die. And I said yes I was. But my parents kept on interrupting and he was saying that it was taking too long and that the portal was closing. By now he said that I wouldn't die that night, and that I must go and have a hot bath. So I did this. He then told me that we had to discuss how I would die, and that if I read a certain verse the next day, he would come and talk to me about how/when I would die. So I said ok. But now, the evil inside of me was starting to say 2 words over and over "beast and hell". Michael was telling me to stop thinking these words, as it would mean my death would be bloodier and unpleasant. I tried to control it but I was weak and couldn't. After a while he told me that I would not go to Heaven and that I would die within a week and not be saved. So of course I was pleeing with him to please give me a chance. He told me that if I could stop thinking those for a minute I would go up. Then it popped in. Then he said ok 2 minutes, and then it popped in. Eventually he said that if I could not think it for 6 hours I would go up. But I couldn't stop thinking it, he said that the devil was taking over my mind and there was nothing he could do anymore.
So right now I was freaking out. Because I didn't want eternal damnation. So then Michael left me, and the devil/demon has been in my head ever since and even now as I write this, it is still there. Anyway, my mom took me to the doctor and I told him about this. He prescribed pills to me. Now u must understand I was awake the whole night, I didn't sleep a blink. The things kept on telling me that I had to go to church and be saved and let Jesus Christ be my savior and confess that I was a sinner and ask him to forgive my sins. I did this. I went to church, spoke to a priest and told him everything that I have written here. So I accepted the Lord into my life, then he spoke in tongues, he was doing a casting out. As he was doing this, I felt these pins and needles going from my waist and going up and out. But I don't think they left my mind, as they still there. So they left my body, just not my head. After I spoke to the priest, I got baptized.
Ok so now people must think I have lost it, but I haven't. The thing is, Satan is fighting over me, whenever I chew or walk or do anything that makes a sound, like using my mouse wheel to scroll. It talks to me, it keeps on speaking lies about how I haven't been saved and in my head it cusses the Lord. So right now I am in a war. So please everyone, I am a testament to the Lord God, please accept Jesus Christ as your Saviour, for He is the truth and the light. No-one else can get into Heaven throughout the Lord. He is real, and so are the other evil things in this world. So please, if you are a Christian already, please pray for me and tell the devil and his minions to leave me alone. If you are not a Christian, I please ask you to change your sinful ways and accept the Lord Jesus Christ as your Savior."""
The following is going to be kept in chronological order. As things happen in my life. This will become a journal type of thing. The first few entries I am not sure of the dates of when I wrote them.
29th July 2006 My dad and I completed a course at our church, we were given a word of encouragement on a sheet of paper. I want to write here what the Lord spoke to me through this one woman. You are a Prince, a warrior in my Kingdom. Take up your position. Fight the good fight of faith I will strengthen you. I will equip you for the task. I have appointed to you the task I have called you to be a Priest in your household a leader a shepherd. Take Me by my promises you will not be disappointed. I am He who loves you. She then gave me a scripture as well. 1 Peter 2:9 But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvellous light;
4th March 2007 The bible is truly amazing, there were some things about what happened that night that didn't quite make sense, and just casual reading through the bible, came upon some verse. Now, what I'm trying to say is that I am very sure that the person speaking to me was not Michael the Archangel, but a demon of some sort. I say this because in 2 Corinthians 11:14-15 And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light. Therefore it is no great thing if his ministers also be transformed as the ministers of righteousness; whose end shall be according to their works.
And also in the book of Job, God has Satan on a leash, he cant do anything without Gods permission. So either way, whether it was Michael or a demon, the end result was still the same. I came to Christ and accepted Him as my Lord and Savior.
Every single night when I try and go to sleep, I hear this voice in my ears. When my heart beats, it speaks to me. Says all sorts of different things that I know are not of God. Sometimes during the day, it will just plonk this thought in my mind, or even when I pray! It says, "I deny the Holy Spirit!" Then it tells me that I thought it! I say nonsense, and then proceed to say aloud John 3:16 and Romans 10:9
Its truly amazing, God does answer prayers. For example, I stumbled upon this website where people record themselves and blaspheme the Holy Spirit. Christians will know what this means. So anyways, as I was reading what people had to do etc, I felt like something inside of me died.
So of course I was panicked about this, went to my IRC mentor. Told him what happened. So he told me that he read articles about what atheists had written etc, and told me if I didnt mean it, then nothing would happen. But I still wasnt convinced. So I prayed about it, and a few days later, while I was working. I got into the companies van, as soon as I got in, turned the ignition on. Now, when the ignition turned on, the radio came on. So, as I turned it on, this song started playing. Was the first time I ever heard this song. Lyrics were bout keep holding on, and staying strong. And soon as I heard this, I instantly knew it was God speaking to me. I did a little research later on, found out the song was by Avril Lavigne - Keep holding on. I would say listen to this song, and put yourself in my shoes, and you will see what I mean.