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My Story: Backslider and back to the truth

Jack Spartan

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Note: Look this is all highlights from what I can remember, I suffer from OCD and ADHD and I give all glory to the Lord. I hope you enjoy thank you.

I can remember what I was before this all started. I can remember me being into porn and sin. Being a gamer. Loving the world so much. Heck, I idolized many things. At the time I Became Amazed by Near Death Experiences. I can remember going online to them and reading testimonies. One day God showed me a woman through YouTube. Her name was Angelica Zambrano, and what Her testimony said shocked me to the core. I'll leave a link. (
). And It caused me to try to find god, I gave up video games, Tv and everything else that God considered sin. But one problem. I barley read the bible. I relied mostly on man and not jesus. So I Eventually fell back into sin around November 2015 I think I don't know. But heres another thing, what was said never left me. lets skip over to early 2016, so around early 2016 I was back into my old habits and eventually I decided to go onto something of exposing Near death experiences. What I read eventually Started it all over again. During this around April to The end of may I went to collage and I backslid again. During this I lost all desire to pray and read the bible. And was deceived into thinking that I could miss the rapture then still be saved after the rapture. This continued into October when I saw something. Something that made me realize my foolishness. Ill send another link. (
) Jesus is coming. And I thought I have doomed myself due to hebrews 10:26. After freaking out and carrying stuff around God sent me to someone. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtVlvQVc5aTF70u0QDpj2NQ

God had him call me after I was brought down not to call him and He helped me. But Jesus was the one who led me to these people and the truth. And He led them to me. On 10-14-16 I was given grace. I'm no longer scared of the rapture or the tribulation period. I no longer paranoid or filled with sorrow. I am at peace. I continuing and doing my best to follow the lord and I encourage all of you to do the same. The lord is coming this month and its any second now. I ask all of you to return to you're first love and return and accept jesus and leave you're sinful life behind.
God bless all of you. I give all glory to The lord. Have a nice night.
 

rennamo

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Hi Jack,

I am so happy to hear that you are no longer filled with sorrow! Encouraging.
I was just wondering how you know that God consider TV and video games itself as sin? And I didn´t quite catch how you know that the Lord is coming any second, and what you mean by that?

Wish you all the best.
 
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Jack Spartan

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Hi Jack,

I am so happy to hear that you are no longer filled with sorrow! Encouraging.
I was just wondering how you know that God consider TV and video games itself as sin? And I didn´t quite catch how you know that the Lord is coming any second, and what you mean by that?

Wish you all the best.
Look let me tell you another thing, I was once a Brony, I was into the show Mainly the fanfics, listen TV,Video games, worldly things are filled with subliminal messages and mainly distract you from God. Those "fanfics". Also were porn Fics!!! One thing leads to another. As a former gamer, and brony I encourage you to abandon the things of this world and accept Christ and follow his ways.

1 John 2:15 Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. KJV
 
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