Hi.
This summer my sister told me that she's pregnant and she was very happy about it. She wanted to run some tests and she said she wanted to know if the baby was healthy. I asked her if she would abort the baby if it had downs syndrome (shes not christian, and we are not from a christian family) and she said no, she wouldnt, because thats not life threatening. And i felt comforted to hear that.
She took the test, the ultra sound showed a cutie, 12 weeks old, and me and my famely went home (we live far away from each other).
Yesterday i got a SMS where she told me the baby wasnt healthy, and that shes not pregnant anymore. She aborted her baby and is heartbroken. Im heart broken too. It hurts. I mourn for the baby that I already started to love, and I feel really bad because it had gone 2 weeks since she would get the results, but i didnt call her to check on her if she was alright. I just presumed she was, for some reason I cannot understand when looking back.
I asked her what was wrong with the child, but she didnt want to answer. I asked her if it was downs syndrome, and she said, while crying, she didnt want to talk about it.
I am pretty sure it was because the baby had downs syndrome.
I comforted her the best I could. I am pro life, she knows that, and she knows my opinion, but I'm also her sister, and I also have a loving God.
I feel so angry with myself. If I had called her the day they got the answers of the tests, maybe I could have been able to comfort her, to encourage her to keep the baby, speak life into her. I believe she was scared, and now the baby is gone. And im partly to blame for that.
I know in my heart that this baby was precious.
I work with women with risk pregnancies as a volunteer. Im very pro life. I am a spokes person and pro life advocate, which is pretty uncommon in my country. But I dont know how to handle this.
I wasn't there for her when I should have been, I miss this baby in my heart, and it hurts badly. I pray to the Lord but nothing feels comforting right now.
Can you please give me some advice.
This summer my sister told me that she's pregnant and she was very happy about it. She wanted to run some tests and she said she wanted to know if the baby was healthy. I asked her if she would abort the baby if it had downs syndrome (shes not christian, and we are not from a christian family) and she said no, she wouldnt, because thats not life threatening. And i felt comforted to hear that.
She took the test, the ultra sound showed a cutie, 12 weeks old, and me and my famely went home (we live far away from each other).
Yesterday i got a SMS where she told me the baby wasnt healthy, and that shes not pregnant anymore. She aborted her baby and is heartbroken. Im heart broken too. It hurts. I mourn for the baby that I already started to love, and I feel really bad because it had gone 2 weeks since she would get the results, but i didnt call her to check on her if she was alright. I just presumed she was, for some reason I cannot understand when looking back.
I asked her what was wrong with the child, but she didnt want to answer. I asked her if it was downs syndrome, and she said, while crying, she didnt want to talk about it.
I am pretty sure it was because the baby had downs syndrome.
I comforted her the best I could. I am pro life, she knows that, and she knows my opinion, but I'm also her sister, and I also have a loving God.
I feel so angry with myself. If I had called her the day they got the answers of the tests, maybe I could have been able to comfort her, to encourage her to keep the baby, speak life into her. I believe she was scared, and now the baby is gone. And im partly to blame for that.
I know in my heart that this baby was precious.
I work with women with risk pregnancies as a volunteer. Im very pro life. I am a spokes person and pro life advocate, which is pretty uncommon in my country. But I dont know how to handle this.
I wasn't there for her when I should have been, I miss this baby in my heart, and it hurts badly. I pray to the Lord but nothing feels comforting right now.
Can you please give me some advice.