I love to argue with people who I feel are factually incorrect. I'm more than happy to debate faith as well, because I've seen
plenty of Christians who simply cannot abide the fact that others may not share their faith.
I'm mostly interested more in science and politics, though. Two things where faith sometimes throws sand in the gears.
So we are pitched in unbalanced battle, then, eh? What if I told you I felt I had to
leave Christianity because it was destroying me? Are you familiar with
scrupulosity? I guarantee you it can cause devastating and unending pain. I used to suffer from it and decades of the guilt and pain piled up. It was awful. I've met others who suffer from it worse than I!
For some people, like Martin Luther who likely suffered from it, they could build a faith that helped them. For people like me I had to get away from it.
My move to atheism didn't solve all my problems, even in terms of scrupulosity. I still have a relatively rigid moral code by which I
wish to live. But it has eased somewhat giving up on the idea of omniscient invisible beings who were watching my every thought day and night.
The usual arguments those of faith will have will be an attempt to mollify those fears by saying "God loves you! You can't offend God...he knows you didn't want to offend Him!" but you forget, God (presumably) made me with a persistent serotonin imbalance in my brain. You can't just "reason" away OCD (Scrupulosity is a form of this). It is an illness.
For me the way out was to get away from Christianity and a belief in God. (Don't get me wrong, there were many other reasons I left the faith, not just that! Oh heavens no!)
But "converting" me back to Christianity would feel kind of like the equivalent to telling a recovering alcoholic that just one beer after work isn't going to be that bad. I can't take that stuff, even in "moderation".
My suggestion to God, should I find him there on the Throne at the end of my life, is to maybe
not create people who suffer from scrupulosity. A disease that can take what is likely the most important relationship a Christian can ever feel and turn it into a living nightmare hell. But then I lack the "wisdom" of creating people in hell.