My Own

[loveHIM_liveHIM]

Trapped, oppressed,
Covered, sealed,
Condemned eternally;
No way out.

Classified, decided,
Stereotyped, judged,
Must I always be
What they have made me?

Crying, searching,
Tearing, screaming,
Looking for a way out
But none can be found,

Cutting, slashing,
Ripping, bleeding,
Only in death
I will be my own.​

© JCO​

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[loveHIM_liveHIM]

Spinning
i fall through the
Darkness
Looking
for a Way
a Path
out of this
endless
Tunnel

every trail i
find only leads to
more Nothing so
i Stumble around
in the murky Gloom
seeing
Nothing
hearing
Nothing
being
Nothing

no choices to
Make
no other ways to
Go
i follow the
shadows as they Lead
me
endlessly
to Nowhere

i do not decide where to
go my decision has been
made before me
the tunnel runs
only one direction
what else can i do?

© JCO