- Nov 21, 2011
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I have been having obsessive thoughts about women committing infidelity, namely extreme infidelity. I wonder how many affairs they had and why they cheated. I also wanted to know about other things such as paternity of the children or divorce. I have had to struggle for a number of years now and I have now developed health problems as a result of the inability to cope, though there were other factors. The struggle has been that..a struggle. I don't understand why I have these thoughts, and frankly I never will. What could it be? I never cheated on anyone, nor have I ever been cheated on. This is a mystery to me. God I know has been there for me throughout and I thank Him for that. I have written down those thoughts and as hard as they were to read, they were even harder for me to suddenly "come upon me" in my mind thinking that they are really based on my life and I should fix things somehow.
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