makes me totally totally insane!!!!!! she can tick me off at the drop of a hat!! there is sooooooooo much involved that is just too much to go into here... BUT she's all into listening bout conspiracy and Art Bell stuff and just grrrrrrrrrrrrrr stuff that makes no sense. i tell her not to talk to me about those things when we are on the phone and basically it has come to me not talking to her maybe but 1 time a month and then its a quick call. i just called her to tell her my brother broke his leg.. and immediately she's yellin to my step dad... "what did i tell you?? i told u somethin was gonna happen!!!!" i dont like callin there anyway, but my dad wasnt going to do it ... so immediately i'm like.. "u know, if i said that something bad happened to me you'd be sayin u were right about that too" then she got huffy (yah i know it was rude but i'm fed up with that) she said why are u so hostile??? its a GIFT and its getting stronger (she's talking bout seeing or feeling things before they happen) i said yah, so what.. u can control it... i do! its your choice to foster it... anyway.. so she got mad and said i should have had my sister call her and thanks for all my efforts and blah blah.. i know this sounds totally whiny and like i'm in the wrong and yah to a degree maybe but she makes me crazy with all the history behind my anger and i guess i just need patience.

