I finally tasted true love, and it was with you Catherine. It was you who, for the first time in my life, I gave my entire heart to. I prayed to God to give me a taste of His love with another person, and He granted my request. I more than just fell in love with you Catherine. My life was handed to you. My heart was yours. Every other thought that ran through my mind was about you. I was blessed with this gift of love to you, and I was thankfull to have finally experienced the love that only the bible can really explain. I was completely in love with you beyond that which you will ever realize. But this blessing was not permanent. It was one-way, and so it faded. I could not expect to be eternally embodied with this level of love for you when it was not being returned fully and completely. I came to not expect as much out of you, and that was fine. I knew you loved me, and I know you still do. But for some reason, you did not recieve the gift of divine love for me, as I had for you. So the blessing slowly burned away, but my love for you is, and always will be 100%. God chose to allow me to experience a sort of love that few will ever taste. I finally gave a love, like God has given me His love. But it was just a taste.
