People with aspergers are not 'too dumb' to interact with other people. They certainly interact, but in their own way, not in the same way as the rest of us. But this does not equate to insanity, just difference.
I am not an expert on aspergers, but a friend of mine has two children with it. They are wonderful, loving, funny, lovely, very intelligent children, but my friend and I learned the hard way that they have to be accepted for who they are, and not expected to be who they are not.
Aspergers people have problems reading emotional clues from visual expressions, and so have problems with face to face interaction. They will also tend to take figurative language literally, and take a while to work out that sometimes people say things that are not actually what they mean. So, this will mean that being alone and working on cerebral problems will appeal more than being in a group, sorting out emotions. Aspergers people can end up making superb engineers, scientists, mathematicians, architects; all sorts of primarily solitary pursuits.
As for being special, well, the paradox of life is that we are all special. We are all absolutely unique, special and irreplaceable. Just like everyone else. So if you want to be really, really, special, then you have to be who you were meant to be; find out what gift you have that nobody on earth has other than you, and use it to benefit mankind as a whole.
Any fool can be anti-Christ and destroy the world; destroyers are ten a penny, but it takes a really special person to create, to build, and to leave the world a better place than he found it.
So, find out who you are, and what you can create, and then aim for the sky. And, as I already said, be careful of what images you put into your head, because once in they cannot be erased. Avoid horror films and anything with high levels of violence; they are unlikely to do you any good, imo.
