My Dark Side

[Afraid2Shine]

Alright so I am going to be pretty honest in this and I know how some people think, it's all good

I met someone and allowed this person to bring out every ugliness I had. It was out of spite, anger, and hurt. Lord, please forgive me, rid me of the spirit of anger please, and bless me with the spirit of love, forgiveness, and restoration.

I have been smoking cigarettes, weed, and drinking alcohol on and off for 16 years. Lord, please forgive me for sinning against my own body and hurting Your heart, rid me of the spirit of addiction and bless me the spirit of self-control and endurance please.

I have had sex on and off for 16 years and I believe that previous acts of being victimized sexually (molestation, rape) has made a spiritual impact in my life I cannot undo. I have been depressed, slept with over 100 men, disregard my body, have hated myself, and more. Lord, please heal me from all mental, emotional, spiritual, and physical infirmities, sickness, and/or diseases. This is the darkest area in my life and on bended knees, I believe you will heal me from all lustful, lasciviousness, whoredom spirits, every unclean and sexual soul tie must break from me. Every mental, emotional, and spiritual ties that are not of the Supreme Divine, God my Lord must go. Please give me love, peace, patience, faith, renewed mind and spirit, healing in my mind, my heart, my life, my son, our relationship Lord. Heal those I have hurt, break every curse spoken or thought against our enemies and the ones we love, thank you Lord.



I am 100lbs overweight. I am afraid to lose weight because of the attention I get from men. Protect me Lord, heal my body, give me the strength to keep pushing please, give me faith in You to protect me, please help me stay away from bad men, please fill my heart so I won’t need any love but Yours. Help me to receive your love and forgiveness.


I am bad with my money, my mouth, my thoughts, my attitude, and more. I have stolen and I have given too much. I am a mess and the greatest thing about this. I can count on you to love and forgive me. I even feel like a bad mother. Sometimes I feel like because his father and I relationship was bad I do not always know how to interact or something is restriction me on just truly loving myself, my son…I can’t love my son if I do not love myself.



Please pray for a total divine transformation in my life. I am tired of allowing my hurt, disappoint, and more keep me from being who I am in God, Christ, and Spirit. Please take my fear God; I am begging you to strip my soul and mind from all spirits of fear. Please give me courage, I need You,)-:

 

[christsoccer]

Alright so I am going to be pretty honest in this and I know how some people think, it's all good

I met someone and allowed this person to bring out every ugliness I had. It was out of spite, anger, and hurt. Lord, please forgive me, rid me of the spirit of anger please, and bless me with the spirit of love, forgiveness, and restoration.

I have been smoking cigarettes, weed, and drinking alcohol on and off for 16 years. Lord, please forgive me for sinning against my own body and hurting Your heart, rid me of the spirit of addiction and bless me the spirit of self-control and endurance please.

I have had sex on and off for 16 years and I believe that previous acts of being victimized sexually (molestation, rape) has made a spiritual impact in my life I cannot undo. I have been depressed, slept with over 100 men, disregard my body, have hated myself, and more. Lord, please heal me from all mental, emotional, spiritual, and physical infirmities, sickness, and/or diseases. This is the darkest area in my life and on bended knees, I believe you will heal me from all lustful, lasciviousness, whoredom spirits, every unclean and sexual soul tie must break from me. Every mental, emotional, and spiritual ties that are not of the Supreme Divine, God my Lord must go. Please give me love, peace, patience, faith, renewed mind and spirit, healing in my mind, my heart, my life, my son, our relationship Lord. Heal those I have hurt, break every curse spoken or thought against our enemies and the ones we love, thank you Lord.



I am 100lbs overweight. I am afraid to lose weight because of the attention I get from men. Protect me Lord, heal my body, give me the strength to keep pushing please, give me faith in You to protect me, please help me stay away from bad men, please fill my heart so I won’t need any love but Yours. Help me to receive your love and forgiveness.


I am bad with my money, my mouth, my thoughts, my attitude, and more. I have stolen and I have given too much. I am a mess and the greatest thing about this. I can count on you to love and forgive me. I even feel like a bad mother. Sometimes I feel like because his father and I relationship was bad I do not always know how to interact or something is restriction me on just truly loving myself, my son…I can’t love my son if I do not love myself.



Please pray for a total divine transformation in my life. I am tired of allowing my hurt, disappoint, and more keep me from being who I am in God, Christ, and Spirit. Please take my fear God; I am begging you to strip my soul and mind from all spirits of fear. Please give me courage, I need You,)-:

Praying for you

 

[servant of Merciful Love]

May God bless and heal you in His Merciful Love

 

[tturt]

AfraidToShine, glad that you felt you could be honest - that is a good thing. With these statements such as " Lord, please forgive me, rid me of the spirit of anger please, and bless me with the spirit of love, forgiveness, and restoration. Lord, please forgive me for sinning against my own body and hurting Your heart, rid me of the spirit of addiction and bless me the spirit of self-control and endurance please. Please give me love, peace, patience, faith, renewed mind and spirit, healing in my mind, my heart, my life, my son, our relationship Lord. I'm so glad that's how you see God including and the greatest thing about this. I can count on you to love and forgive me.

You probably already know that God forgives and forgets our confessed sins (I John 1:9 and Rom 10:9-10). Yet God knows everything so I learned that it means He doesn't hold them against us. That's awesome isn't it? When we repent, we need to accept Yahweh's forgiveness. One way we do that is stop thinking about our sin and all the stuff that goes with that, this way we don't make our sins bigger than God's forgiveness. We take the lessons we've learned and go from there.

Our behavior is based on our thought life. His Word even tells us how to do that - We're to take every thought captive (II Cor 10:5) and renew our minds with His Word (Rom 12:2) such as "For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind." II Tim 1:7

Also, “We all know that the Father loves His son. You know, He loves Jesus so perfectly. As the Lord loves Him - that’s how much He loves you. You might think He can’t because I can’t be perfect like Jesus. God doesn’t love Jesus because He’s perfect, He loves Jesus because Jesus is His son and that’s why God loves Jesus. He loves you the same way. He loves you the same way He loves Jesus because you are His child. The Father Himself loves you.” [FONT=&quot]Patricia King

[/FONT]This is based on John 17:23 "I in them and You in Me, in order that they may become one and perfectly united, that the world may know and [definitely] recognize that You sent Me and that You have loved them [even] as You have loved Me." (Amplified).

Please pray for a total divine transformation in my life. I prayed as you requested. Also, I understand about wanting a lot of things changed at one time and immediately but usually it's a process. You'll be successful though because when the thoughts come that you can't, you can rely on Him and His Word such as "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." (Philippians 4:13)

 

[JoeRich75]

Repent and Sin no more. Keep asking God to help you with this.
Find a church that will keep you accountable and stay in the Word of God.
I recommend reading the book of John out of the King James Bible.
This changed my life and I believe it will change yours by God's grace.

 

[hypostatic]

Praying!

 

[ThyLovingkindness]

Praying for your concerns.

 

[brinny]

Praying (((hug)))

 

[saved24]

Praying for you. The Lord loves you and wants something better for you..... God bless.

 

[manny101]

You may want to watch youtubecindytrimmatomicpowerprayers and youtubeprophethtbjoshuadeliveranceandprayers It is all about deliverance and spiritual warfare. As for me and my house we shall serve the Lord. When the opportunity comes, that is the time to say no to sin and yes to God.

 

[jason12685]

Prayers sent!

 

[LoricaLady]

You have been through so much but you are still calling out to the Father so good for you on that.

I will be praying for your healing. As far as "divine transformation" though, it almost never is an overnight swoop down on you kind of thing. In the desert the Israelites were told that "little by little" they would drive out the giants. Little by little is how we usually get rid of ours too, just as you are doing through heart felt prayer and asking others to pray.

I'm so sorry all that happened to you.

Praying for your healing in every way.

 

[billiefan2000]

 

[seashale76]

Lord, have mercy!

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