My baby turned 10 months old, I turned into a single mummy : (

[xnickyx]

"I can only imagine ...
Surrounded by your glory - what will my heart feel?"

RELIEF!!

I will feel so relieved to truly know and feel that God is with me - that I am not alone.

My baby boy is 10 and a half months old. The day he was 10 months old, me and his daddy split up. His daddy doesn't love me any more, and he doesn't know how or why that has happend. Can't help but feel I have done some thing wrong.

We are friends, we want to be good parents together, but not as a couple. I have Zach half the week, and he goes to daddy's for half a week.

His daddy has took everything away from me. Even seeing my baby boy every day. This breaks my heart so much. More than knowing his daddy doesn't love me.

This all happened 2 weeks ago. I am living at my mum and dads. Hesitant to settle here, but looks like my best option for a while as I also have post-natal depression. This way, I am getting support that I never had from my ex-fiance.

I wish that I could feel God with me in all this. I wish that I could feel God carrying me. I wish that I could believe that He was here with me. In my head, I know that he is. I don't feel him here in my heart though.

 

[Keith734]

God is with you. Don't blame yourself for the end of your relationship. I have know personally someone that had their husband come up to them one day and say ,without warning ,that he wanted a divorce and had no justification to give on that day. God is with you. I will pray for you.