I'm still here - it's still somewhat hard.
I've decided since God is working on things and fulfilling the desires of my heart in regard to my children I will not move out. I am begrudgingly committed (hey just being honest here) since I continue to make efforts with little noticable difference in SOME areas.
Since God has been faithful, I am moving on with what he wants me to do period. Spouse will come along or not - their choice.
This sounds kinda negative, but it's not really - it just too early in the morning LOL.
I wanted to share this since ya'll have been so supportive....
I've decided since God is working on things and fulfilling the desires of my heart in regard to my children I will not move out. I am begrudgingly committed (hey just being honest here) since I continue to make efforts with little noticable difference in SOME areas.
Since God has been faithful, I am moving on with what he wants me to do period. Spouse will come along or not - their choice.
This sounds kinda negative, but it's not really - it just too early in the morning LOL.
I wanted to share this since ya'll have been so supportive....