hey all;
It seems that every time I come in here I find problems much worse than my own. Nonetheless, I could use a few prayers.
I am handling the fact that the company which employs me is going away and I will be looking for a job in a very dry market. I am also preparing for a rather unpleasant bankruptcy filing which my former life has forced me into. This is also not a terrible burden. Add the two together, and I have a bit of a load. As can be expected, satan knows the time to strike. I am being tempted and harassed by the evils that I once knew. There are times that my mind wanders and returns to the thoughts and feelings of my past. I know that my past life was a downward spiral promising to sweep me to ruin, destruction, and eternal [wash my mouth][wash my mouth][wash my mouth][wash my mouth]ation. That is just the problem. The pull of that downward spiral is terribly strong. Even today I can feel its powerful magnetic tug on my soul. I feel weak, and am afraid of slipping. I escaped that life once, I don't know if I would have the strength to pull myself out again.
I am praying about it, asking God to help me find the strength to stand strong. I really do think I could use a couple of extra prayers though.
Thanks all.
It seems that every time I come in here I find problems much worse than my own. Nonetheless, I could use a few prayers.
I am handling the fact that the company which employs me is going away and I will be looking for a job in a very dry market. I am also preparing for a rather unpleasant bankruptcy filing which my former life has forced me into. This is also not a terrible burden. Add the two together, and I have a bit of a load. As can be expected, satan knows the time to strike. I am being tempted and harassed by the evils that I once knew. There are times that my mind wanders and returns to the thoughts and feelings of my past. I know that my past life was a downward spiral promising to sweep me to ruin, destruction, and eternal [wash my mouth][wash my mouth][wash my mouth][wash my mouth]ation. That is just the problem. The pull of that downward spiral is terribly strong. Even today I can feel its powerful magnetic tug on my soul. I feel weak, and am afraid of slipping. I escaped that life once, I don't know if I would have the strength to pull myself out again.
I am praying about it, asking God to help me find the strength to stand strong. I really do think I could use a couple of extra prayers though.
Thanks all.